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I feel so fat, fat, fat. I just had lunch, nothing big, nothing huge but still...i had a piece of bread and 2 crackers and 1 brocolie and 2 boil eggs. It's too much calories for me. I'm going for a 40 minutes biking to burn it all up. I would of purge it but mom is there so i can't, i'll take diet pills tonight, 1hr before super. If possible i'll purge it out. "je me sens coupble" Tomorow night i'm seeing Marie-Hylène and i have to give her the paper..oh God, i didn't do it...i'll have to invent stuff :S Hate lieing but it is for a good case -> keeping what is keeping me going, even if it's not fun having a eating disorder i can not imagine not having one and eating normal, not purge, not exercising, not taking diet pills, not weighting myself.