'So many foreign worlds, so ready to be found..'

[fly_away_0515]

--I have class in two hours, and at least seventy more
pages to read for my quiz.

My lack of motivation is something new, and I don't
know what has brought it upon me. Lately I've felt
completely outside of myself, looking in on someone
I hardly know. It gets tiring feeling like I'm losing
myself.

My brother and I talked for a while, and it's
scary how similar we think and feel in certain
situations. These past couple years, especially
since I moved to Orlando, I have come to
appreciate my family more than ever.
Despite how screwed up we all are, I wouldn't have
it any other way.

--I miss my dad and Sam already, but spending
the holidays in Tokyo will be an adventure.

Right now, I have my sights set on October.
New York for Olivia's birthday and a weekend trip
to Boone to see Ashley.
!

Plus, living with Allison and Kayla is going good.
It's nice to have a sense of home again, and our
apartment is really cute.

uhhh Bon Iver is fabulous and I can't stop listening
to him--DeVotchKa a lot lately too.

Psych society, volunteer ucf, research assistant hopefully!,
some more ABA time?
123 go!