Jan 21, 2006 02:00
i miss Colorado. i miss my beautiful best friend kate,shes so truckin funny, words cant explain how much she means to me.i hate mt.view theres way too much drama and stupid people who think there all hard,there are a few people who just rule at life.i hate the way i fall for people.i hate how my parents dont look or touch eachother the way they used to.i hate how i fall for the wrong guys.i hate fake people and liars.i miss california,the sand,surf,sun,beaches,and people.i hate my big heart.i hate when people get mad at me for no reason.i hate how i care too much about other people.i sometimes care way too much about what other people think about me.
i want someone who i can be myself around and not have to stress over them.
i hate when i tell someone how i feel about them ,then there just like uh cool...i hate my self confidence level.
if i could have anything in the world i would ask for HAPPINESS