070: when you work nights, your wine buzz starts at 6am...
HELLO LIVEJOURNAL
I'ts been a while
Sipping some wine, listening to some Big Bang, fangirling over "gtop" being a thing...
Yes...that LIFE thing...hmm, well...
I'm currently at 14lbs lost! :OOOO flipping outtttt! This has seriously been a life-changing thing for me; I can't even perceive going back to the way things were (190) I'm now sitting at 175-176; It's a nice start but I really do want to keep going; goal weight will be 125-130 and then I want to start weight lifting and get to middle 130's but gain back all muscle!
Other than weight loss shit uhhhh what else...still stressing over the driving test SIGH I've gone through like 3 people with cars to take me to get it but I think I'll just go back to my driving instructor like he sugguested, lol! But after that, the biggest challenge is DO I GET A CAR NOTE or MOVE OUT or COLLEGE?
Honestly, with the way the economy is now I just can't see myself sitting in a classroom paying to learn useless shit; and all those short programs are no good; oversaturrating the market with the laziest fuckers...also the fact that I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO at 24...goodness. Unlike normal kids, my childhood was spent stressing over my shitty family life, I didn't have time to dream about what I was going to be when I grow up so I'm doing all that right now STRESSFUL
OR CAR NOTE which 1) I will have a car...so that's awesome 2) another bill but I mean...fuck, I don't know...
MOVE OUT: sounds good; but really, right now? and the only people I know that I would like to move out with are now 1) pregnant and 2) remind me of Helen from Bridesmaids lol so that's a no go
and then's there's always that nice dream of taking my crafting to the next level...which would be a lot easier done with a car...
IN THE END, It's a choice only I can make and whatever I decide it's not like it's going to be the be all end all of my future (except the college thing; loans and whatnot could potentially fuck up my life for years to come...)
SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHHHHHHHH
It will be figured out soon...probably the car though, haha
BACK THE WINE...getting hard to type oh oh oh...
WANT TO SEE SOME NAIL DESIGNS???
This is one from when I first kind of started taking care of my nails; cuticles don't look that hot and polish application is still kind of MEHHHHH
And this is how my nails look currently~ the cuticles look a lot better and polish application is improving~
One day...beautiful breath taking polish application and perfect cuticles...so jelly of all the girls on MUA you just don't know NEW NAILS TAG; I should be posting my nail stamping somewhere lol
It is getting really bad with the polish addiction I'm already at 50+ polishes...like just ordered another China Glaze...ahahaha, oh boy...
OFF TO DRINK MORE WINE watch some Kassem, be a loser...seeing Snow White and the Huntsman SATURDAY FLIFPPING OUTTTTTT
I'ts been a while
Sipping some wine, listening to some Big Bang, fangirling over "gtop" being a thing...
Yes...that LIFE thing...hmm, well...
I'm currently at 14lbs lost! :OOOO flipping outtttt! This has seriously been a life-changing thing for me; I can't even perceive going back to the way things were (190) I'm now sitting at 175-176; It's a nice start but I really do want to keep going; goal weight will be 125-130 and then I want to start weight lifting and get to middle 130's but gain back all muscle!
Other than weight loss shit uhhhh what else...still stressing over the driving test SIGH I've gone through like 3 people with cars to take me to get it but I think I'll just go back to my driving instructor like he sugguested, lol! But after that, the biggest challenge is DO I GET A CAR NOTE or MOVE OUT or COLLEGE?
Honestly, with the way the economy is now I just can't see myself sitting in a classroom paying to learn useless shit; and all those short programs are no good; oversaturrating the market with the laziest fuckers...also the fact that I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO at 24...goodness. Unlike normal kids, my childhood was spent stressing over my shitty family life, I didn't have time to dream about what I was going to be when I grow up so I'm doing all that right now STRESSFUL
OR CAR NOTE which 1) I will have a car...so that's awesome 2) another bill but I mean...fuck, I don't know...
MOVE OUT: sounds good; but really, right now? and the only people I know that I would like to move out with are now 1) pregnant and 2) remind me of Helen from Bridesmaids lol so that's a no go
and then's there's always that nice dream of taking my crafting to the next level...which would be a lot easier done with a car...
IN THE END, It's a choice only I can make and whatever I decide it's not like it's going to be the be all end all of my future (except the college thing; loans and whatnot could potentially fuck up my life for years to come...)
SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHHHHHHHH
It will be figured out soon...probably the car though, haha
BACK THE WINE...getting hard to type oh oh oh...
WANT TO SEE SOME NAIL DESIGNS???
This is one from when I first kind of started taking care of my nails; cuticles don't look that hot and polish application is still kind of MEHHHHH
And this is how my nails look currently~ the cuticles look a lot better and polish application is improving~
One day...beautiful breath taking polish application and perfect cuticles...so jelly of all the girls on MUA you just don't know NEW NAILS TAG; I should be posting my nail stamping somewhere lol
It is getting really bad with the polish addiction I'm already at 50+ polishes...like just ordered another China Glaze...ahahaha, oh boy...
OFF TO DRINK MORE WINE watch some Kassem, be a loser...seeing Snow White and the Huntsman SATURDAY FLIFPPING OUTTTTTT