New diary
I made a new diary. I couldnt write anything in my old one without people that I know reading it, and I don't know them well enough to tell them anything that is worth writing in lj. I have no lj friends now. Oh well. I just need somewhere I can actually write whats going on in my life. I had a diary at one point...not a diary as such, but a book where I wrote down what was happening in my life. But then I got so paranoid that my Mum would find it that i decided it wasnt such a good idea after all. Theres no way she can find this, so I'm safe.
It's so late. 12:04am to be precise. I need to finish this stupid english essay. Who really cares about stereotypes of Australian masculinity? Not me!! Oh well.
I hope tomorrow's ok. What with Annie hardly talking to me, and me being stupid enough to start talking to C again. WHY did I do that!? Now shes just messing with my head again. I wish I'd never ever met her, I wish I'd never ever gotten involved in her stupid, fucked up life.
It's funny, because I'm so scared that I'm losing my friends. And maybe i somehow thought that writing this on the internet, rather than just to myself, would help. Except I am writing it to myself cos no one will read this. God I'm sad.
It's so late. 12:04am to be precise. I need to finish this stupid english essay. Who really cares about stereotypes of Australian masculinity? Not me!! Oh well.
I hope tomorrow's ok. What with Annie hardly talking to me, and me being stupid enough to start talking to C again. WHY did I do that!? Now shes just messing with my head again. I wish I'd never ever met her, I wish I'd never ever gotten involved in her stupid, fucked up life.
It's funny, because I'm so scared that I'm losing my friends. And maybe i somehow thought that writing this on the internet, rather than just to myself, would help. Except I am writing it to myself cos no one will read this. God I'm sad.