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it's been a good year so far for the most part.
pretty similar to last year already, but it seems like somethings different.
i think i'm way more grown up and focused and ready to take anything that is thrown in my way.
the only thing that scares me, is that in my head, things are going crazy.
i'll think one thing, and then the next thought is the total opposite of the thought before it.
i get so frustrated putting efforts toward things,
that just end up getting screwed up in the end.
i don't even know why i bother anymore with it.
i keep telling myself to be patient,
but i'm not doing a very good job at waiting around,
not to mention i live life with my heart in the driver's seat.
at least i'm not setting myself up for repeated let downs... ha.
i miss the summer.
i miss the dinos, kb & the villarini's more than you can imagine.
i also miss betsy a lot.
actually, come to think of it, i miss a lot of people.
sometimes, i just wish i knew what my purpose was.
i wish i knew exactly why i was here,
and exactly where i would end up,
and who i would end up with.