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Sep 21, 2008 02:09

Narcolepsia, Narcosynesthesia, I do not even know if these words exist. I am thinking of a word, of an ailment I am suffering from and all I can do is rummage through a box of pseudo/perhaps not pseudo medical terms.

The word is very simple. Yet I cannot find the means to utter it. The symptoms are not being able to sleep, despite tiredness and fatigue. Para... no impossible.

I am suffering from obviously amnesia, it must be the Salmon. The high levels of Mercury is giving me Parkinson's or Alzheimers whichever one is the forgetful disease, my memory is collapsing.

I am.... pregnant.

Yes, I am. Now what is it I am suffering from?

I cannot sleep damn it, and I can just google it: symptoms, not being able to sleep.... common in pregnancy, also short term memory loss...

I do not want to look it up because I know it. It's in there, it's in my brain somewhere, I just need to find the correct neuroconnectors and make the damn word come through.

epilepsy, no.

narcotics, no.

paranoia, no. Although this word searching is starting to make me a little bit aggressive and paranoid.

What is this word?

Think.

I cannot sleep.

I hate being a....

an insomniac!!!!
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