Sep 21, 2008 02:09
Narcolepsia, Narcosynesthesia, I do not even know if these words exist. I am thinking of a word, of an ailment I am suffering from and all I can do is rummage through a box of pseudo/perhaps not pseudo medical terms.
The word is very simple. Yet I cannot find the means to utter it. The symptoms are not being able to sleep, despite tiredness and fatigue. Para... no impossible.
I am suffering from obviously amnesia, it must be the Salmon. The high levels of Mercury is giving me Parkinson's or Alzheimers whichever one is the forgetful disease, my memory is collapsing.
I am.... pregnant.
Yes, I am. Now what is it I am suffering from?
I cannot sleep damn it, and I can just google it: symptoms, not being able to sleep.... common in pregnancy, also short term memory loss...
I do not want to look it up because I know it. It's in there, it's in my brain somewhere, I just need to find the correct neuroconnectors and make the damn word come through.
epilepsy, no.
narcotics, no.
paranoia, no. Although this word searching is starting to make me a little bit aggressive and paranoid.
What is this word?
Think.
I cannot sleep.
I hate being a....
an insomniac!!!!