break some bones BITCHES

May 12, 2005 14:18

Thoughts on the mind…

A healthy mind is one free of regrets, jealousy, hate, and desire. Not desire in the way of saying: I want to do well, or do well onto others. But wanting something, that you can’t have, or don’t really need. Something physical… since I get everything I need, one way or the other.. and don’t really care about the shit I do have.. I could do without pretty much all the shit I gots. Nothing really I can’t do without. I’m glad I gots it but could go without it, without a prob..

Not having regrets doesn’t mean, not regretting the things you’ve done, by means of not caring or pretending it didn’t happen. But not having done the regrets from the start. I don’t think I really have any regrets. But that’s probably cause I don’t really care. Caring takes effort, I would much rather just be… a bee… and make some honey, protect the queen.. u know… doing what bees do best.. I think I am a bee.. everyone wants my honey but seem to get stinged in the process.. but I’ll let those suicide bees go first and loose their stingers.. cause I don’t care about the queen that much..

Jealousy sucks… apparently… I don’t think I would really know much about that.. see statement above.

I think that’s about it.. oh hate…… hummm hate…………. I guess I don’t like some people.. I’m sure I don’t. but I just don’t know who they are……. I guess no one really.. takes too much effort… haha but I bet there’s plenty of people who hate me.

Man I would make a great Buddhist if I wasn’t such a horrible person..
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