How to show the blind and tell the deft.
Forgive me for not posting in about 20 years, though I get distracted very easily and do not update.
So basically, I am laying in bed right now. I think I have a lot on my mind right now but im not sure what it all is about. Anyway, School is going ok, I suppose. Grades are decent, not where they COULD be but its where they are nevertheless. It seems like all I do is homework too, oh well. I am doing a lot better in round 2 with Calc 2. I failed the first simester of it due to a terribad teacher. Now I have an excellent professor and I am carrying a C+ - B- average which is top of the line ( for me at least ). Havent been to Econ in 3 weeks and had a test wendsday. Niceee... heh ; ok school is boring to talk about... moving on.
I have decided to move out of Ohio once I graduate with my degree in CS. I am considering somewhere in California first. If that fails then I am looking at North Carolina, somewhere in a city like in Jersey maybe. Anywhere but here basically. It will suck to leave behind friends but im sure they will visit and ill be up here to visit some as well.
Been kinda upset latly, I dont understand why too much but something is missing. I have been learning to rely on myself more for happyness though which is good I guess. I wish I had someone who could understand everything however everytime I want to talk about it the words I want to say are not there. But even if I do want to talk I feel like I cant trust anyone with my feelings. I gave my feelings away once, but that was way too immature. Wow I keep rambling. sigh
Its hard to help when you cant help yourself, though not impossible. Keep on dreaming. They cant take those.
So basically, I am laying in bed right now. I think I have a lot on my mind right now but im not sure what it all is about. Anyway, School is going ok, I suppose. Grades are decent, not where they COULD be but its where they are nevertheless. It seems like all I do is homework too, oh well. I am doing a lot better in round 2 with Calc 2. I failed the first simester of it due to a terribad teacher. Now I have an excellent professor and I am carrying a C+ - B- average which is top of the line ( for me at least ). Havent been to Econ in 3 weeks and had a test wendsday. Niceee... heh ; ok school is boring to talk about... moving on.
I have decided to move out of Ohio once I graduate with my degree in CS. I am considering somewhere in California first. If that fails then I am looking at North Carolina, somewhere in a city like in Jersey maybe. Anywhere but here basically. It will suck to leave behind friends but im sure they will visit and ill be up here to visit some as well.
Been kinda upset latly, I dont understand why too much but something is missing. I have been learning to rely on myself more for happyness though which is good I guess. I wish I had someone who could understand everything however everytime I want to talk about it the words I want to say are not there. But even if I do want to talk I feel like I cant trust anyone with my feelings. I gave my feelings away once, but that was way too immature. Wow I keep rambling. sigh
Its hard to help when you cant help yourself, though not impossible. Keep on dreaming. They cant take those.