but you have to love the rain.
its like we all want sunny days with warm summer nights. but these shitty rainy days are like such a form of perfection sometimes.
im joining a soccer team, which is weird because i havent been a team player in anything since... well the last time i tried to play a sport. but what the hell. hobbies do our souls good. i also decided that in less then a year i will be studying abroad (sp?) and i cant wait. im going, all i have to do is make it final.. sign the sheets and peace out bitches. ahh what a fucking rush. sometimes its worth surprising yourself with things your not sure about just to feel so much better after you do it. I always want to leave, just like everyone else who just hasn't done it yet) ive wanted to move away since like 10th grade or some bulshit. and for some reason all the things i hate is exactly whats keeping me here. ha.. well im outta here. as soon as probation is completed to date.. june 9th. ill be leaving shortly after. or close to that time span.
havent been on the lj in awhile. and i still see those who come here an write.
im glad that some things dont change. everything would be a mess if nothing was for sure.
anyway. some things have been crazy lately... its not just my life right?
because for some reason i cant imagine my carelessness being the only thing that i have a problem with..were all fucked up alittle but right?
hmmm who knows.
but reguardless everything could so much worse.
wow what a fucked up night..?¿
ANDIKNOWWEVEALLHADTHOSE.
im joining a soccer team, which is weird because i havent been a team player in anything since... well the last time i tried to play a sport. but what the hell. hobbies do our souls good. i also decided that in less then a year i will be studying abroad (sp?) and i cant wait. im going, all i have to do is make it final.. sign the sheets and peace out bitches. ahh what a fucking rush. sometimes its worth surprising yourself with things your not sure about just to feel so much better after you do it. I always want to leave, just like everyone else who just hasn't done it yet) ive wanted to move away since like 10th grade or some bulshit. and for some reason all the things i hate is exactly whats keeping me here. ha.. well im outta here. as soon as probation is completed to date.. june 9th. ill be leaving shortly after. or close to that time span.
havent been on the lj in awhile. and i still see those who come here an write.
im glad that some things dont change. everything would be a mess if nothing was for sure.
anyway. some things have been crazy lately... its not just my life right?
because for some reason i cant imagine my carelessness being the only thing that i have a problem with..were all fucked up alittle but right?
hmmm who knows.
but reguardless everything could so much worse.
wow what a fucked up night..?¿
ANDIKNOWWEVEALLHADTHOSE.