why are these days the same
i haven't been back to this thing in quite some time, its kinda weird.
but what the hell. all i hear is my dogs eating the goddamn kibbles, its ringing in my brain, rather frustrating. i bowled a wopping 107 at best this evening. i feel like setting everything in a mold once i get it all where i want it, my life that is. im particularly satisfied how things can potentionally be going, i dont want to jump ahead of myself if they all just fall apart, but thus far (notetoself; ididlearnshitinhighschool)
im getting shit together and it kinda feels right. The only part of me that feels sloppy is physically. Im not at alll okay with my overal presentation, i shouldn't complain but if you didn't know already, its what i do well.. i just need to make myself understand that that would onlt make me more fulfilled as to getting my mold set. i would like to start not using the word "like" so much. i dont realize how informal it makes things sound, very UNsincere. i want to grow up some, be my own me as much as i can be.
i carved a pumpkin, I reunited what never was really lost, i worked, i learned, ive been bummed, i played with my rabbit and took my ferret for a walk, i played tug of war, i drank coffee randomly, i have been entirley sober besides my random fix of caffine, i drove my beautiful car, i like diet coke with lime starting today, i bowled 107, i did laundry, i used whitestrips, i showered, i voted, im online, i am writing in this. All today. i feel accomplished and thats stuff i didnt realise i really did much of.
icantbelieveiclosedmyeyesopenedthemtofindnothingmoreorlessfromifirstbegan,
ifnothingibelievedcouldstaythesamehowcomethingscouldgetbetterwhentheresnothingmoretosay.
when your clothes never wear as well the next day and your hair never falls in quite the same way. i like how that makes me feel. i didnt realise the ring of familiarity until today at work hearing that. im looking forward to friday im pretyy sure, although im sure nothings really changed, i guess i can't be too sure.
i like talking to people who make me smile, and i dont talk to them much but i noticed while being happy about talking to them its forgoten that we dont talk much.
what a funny little cracked up world we live in.
and
we dont even know how weird things can be.
but what the hell. all i hear is my dogs eating the goddamn kibbles, its ringing in my brain, rather frustrating. i bowled a wopping 107 at best this evening. i feel like setting everything in a mold once i get it all where i want it, my life that is. im particularly satisfied how things can potentionally be going, i dont want to jump ahead of myself if they all just fall apart, but thus far (notetoself; ididlearnshitinhighschool)
im getting shit together and it kinda feels right. The only part of me that feels sloppy is physically. Im not at alll okay with my overal presentation, i shouldn't complain but if you didn't know already, its what i do well.. i just need to make myself understand that that would onlt make me more fulfilled as to getting my mold set. i would like to start not using the word "like" so much. i dont realize how informal it makes things sound, very UNsincere. i want to grow up some, be my own me as much as i can be.
i carved a pumpkin, I reunited what never was really lost, i worked, i learned, ive been bummed, i played with my rabbit and took my ferret for a walk, i played tug of war, i drank coffee randomly, i have been entirley sober besides my random fix of caffine, i drove my beautiful car, i like diet coke with lime starting today, i bowled 107, i did laundry, i used whitestrips, i showered, i voted, im online, i am writing in this. All today. i feel accomplished and thats stuff i didnt realise i really did much of.
icantbelieveiclosedmyeyesopenedthemtofindnothingmoreorlessfromifirstbegan,
ifnothingibelievedcouldstaythesamehowcomethingscouldgetbetterwhentheresnothingmoretosay.
when your clothes never wear as well the next day and your hair never falls in quite the same way. i like how that makes me feel. i didnt realise the ring of familiarity until today at work hearing that. im looking forward to friday im pretyy sure, although im sure nothings really changed, i guess i can't be too sure.
i like talking to people who make me smile, and i dont talk to them much but i noticed while being happy about talking to them its forgoten that we dont talk much.
what a funny little cracked up world we live in.
and
we dont even know how weird things can be.