miserable
I'm so confused.... I've been wanting this relationship for months now, and I finally have it... and I've been more sad and lonely and miserable in the past 2 weeks than I have been all summer.
I can't feel upset or sorry for myself because I asked for it. I wanted this, and I got it. I have no right to be so upset.
We're leaving in a month and who knows when we'll see each other after that. Do I break things off now and endure having to see him for the next month, or do I suffer silently until fate steps in and breaks us up?
Either way doesn't really seem to matter to him... We could break up tomorrow or get married tomorrow and either way, he probably wouldn't care. I think that's what bothers me so much: he just doesn't care.
I want him to care. I want him to care and think about someone other than himself for a change.
I totally asked for this... :-/
I can't feel upset or sorry for myself because I asked for it. I wanted this, and I got it. I have no right to be so upset.
We're leaving in a month and who knows when we'll see each other after that. Do I break things off now and endure having to see him for the next month, or do I suffer silently until fate steps in and breaks us up?
Either way doesn't really seem to matter to him... We could break up tomorrow or get married tomorrow and either way, he probably wouldn't care. I think that's what bothers me so much: he just doesn't care.
I want him to care. I want him to care and think about someone other than himself for a change.
I totally asked for this... :-/