Changes? Ya, you betcha.
So this past month has been massively difficult. Things happened that I thought would never happen and to be blunt and rather honest. I'm glad. I've changed a lot over the last almost 9 months now. Ever since my mom passed away I've been slowly changing, finding out just who I really am. Who i want to be as a person. I'm still not there but it all takes time, you can't rush these things. To all those I've befriended and are getting to know, or may even already know. You're amazing. Thanks for all the fun times, and for all the help this year. For those I've neglected I'm sorry. I should have been there more. Should have got to know you better, but there is still the future. And for those I've hurt. I know, you probably hate me, but we all know it's for the best. There are a lot of things I've done in my life that I regret and some of them have been with or revolving around certain people, but I never, No, I try not to blame people. [Please remember i am human too. I make mistakes. I'm so far from perfect] Cause let me tell ya, most of the mistakes I make are my own fault and as much as I won't admit it out loud. I do know what's my fault.
So for all of you who are still with me. Still truckin' along side me. Thank you all so much. You are such great help and wonderful inspiration. I rely on my friends to be there for me, as I try to be for them, and all of you have come through in some way. Sometimes helping in ways you probably didn't think you were helping.You have all been right there when I need help or a shoulder to cry on. Some of you have only been friends with me for months, some years, but to me that does not matter. You are a friend all the same. You're there for me and I'm there for you. No doubt about it, all you ever have to do is ask, as my momther always said, "You'll never know if you don't ask. So why don't you ask?"
Well I guess that's really all I had to say on this subject. :] I'll talk to ya'll later. Bai.~ <3
So for all of you who are still with me. Still truckin' along side me. Thank you all so much. You are such great help and wonderful inspiration. I rely on my friends to be there for me, as I try to be for them, and all of you have come through in some way. Sometimes helping in ways you probably didn't think you were helping.You have all been right there when I need help or a shoulder to cry on. Some of you have only been friends with me for months, some years, but to me that does not matter. You are a friend all the same. You're there for me and I'm there for you. No doubt about it, all you ever have to do is ask, as my momther always said, "You'll never know if you don't ask. So why don't you ask?"
Well I guess that's really all I had to say on this subject. :] I'll talk to ya'll later. Bai.~ <3