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OK so the res of my day has sucked booty holes, but thats ok i guess. I worried that i have lost her once and for all. Nikki that is. Cuz today we hung out for like 45 mins with kiwi and when we left she said she would call me later and we would hang out so i was like awesome see ya later ya know. but it got to 600 no call so i decided to call her and he she had other things to do, which is understandable ya know, like i get people have chores and what not i do too, but whenever i call it always seems like when its just me she has something else to do, but when its me and someone else shes free. i could be totaly wrong i dunno but that is what it looks like too me. then i have imed her a few times with no response, i mean she could be away from her computer, buti dunno i feel like she is either really mad at me or really annoyed with me or both im not sure. BUt enough of that i just hope that i am wrong cuz if i lost her i would be losing the best friend ive ever had and i m not sure she knows how much she means to me, but yeah.
Nikki: if you are reading this i hope this doesnt make you more mad or mad if you arnt mad already. and i m sry about earlier. I am also sorry to hear that you think manda is the only one that cares about you, cuz i care about you.
Nikki: if you are reading this i hope this doesnt make you more mad or mad if you arnt mad already. and i m sry about earlier. I am also sorry to hear that you think manda is the only one that cares about you, cuz i care about you.