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I really never write in here anymore, and it's sad. Anyway, lately things have been alright. I'm an office manager at a physical therapy office where I actually get raises for doing a good job. All is well, but I miss my friends. Lately I've just been frustrated. Like, life just kind of steps in and takes over. Working every day 8-5, some days 8-6:30, getting home and having only 3 hours to do anything else, then planning for school in the fall, trying to get financial aid, mom going through trying to get sober, boyfriend, bills, eating when there's time, visiting my family, visiting his family, friends who I never get to see ( and I mean never), friends moving to North Carolina this week, roommate, sleeping....I'm just irritated. I feel like I have no life anymore, I feel like my life is defining me and who I am. I should be in control of my life, it shouldn't be in control of me.
I saw sex and the city the movie last weekend, and I just missed my friends. I don't even feel like I'm a part of a group of friends anymore, because I never see anybody. I barely even get to talk to anybody. I hate being busy, and I miss my friends.
Now that I had 5 minutes to myself to type this out, I have to go back to work :-)
I want to eat.
I saw sex and the city the movie last weekend, and I just missed my friends. I don't even feel like I'm a part of a group of friends anymore, because I never see anybody. I barely even get to talk to anybody. I hate being busy, and I miss my friends.
Now that I had 5 minutes to myself to type this out, I have to go back to work :-)
I want to eat.