Thursdays are okay i guess
my thursday went well enough. woke up a little after 9, watched tv the entire day, and ate everynow and then. then i went to work and came back. all in all, a very lazy tiring day. haha.
people would be shocked if they knew more about me. on the outside i'm happy and very positive and try to act strong. on the inside i feel weak, emotional, and negative. i'm very hard on myself. i feel guilty about a lot of things cuz the people i love the most make me feel guilty. it's hard to keep up a strong shell if the inner is weak and frail. but God is my strength and my only source of strength. He is my true love and my only true love. without him, i would be completely lost and would not be where i am today. He's my savior and my creator and i love him more than words could ever express.
people would be shocked if they knew more about me. on the outside i'm happy and very positive and try to act strong. on the inside i feel weak, emotional, and negative. i'm very hard on myself. i feel guilty about a lot of things cuz the people i love the most make me feel guilty. it's hard to keep up a strong shell if the inner is weak and frail. but God is my strength and my only source of strength. He is my true love and my only true love. without him, i would be completely lost and would not be where i am today. He's my savior and my creator and i love him more than words could ever express.