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So yesterday i went to Matt's house with my sisters. Nathan Caleb and Matt Perkowski where there too...we watched Hitch, one of my new favorite movies!lol I wanted to see the notebook but no one else wanted to =/ oh well. After that we just all hung out. It was pretty fun. But then we had to go to band practice..not as fun lol it was way too hot! But i do think we got stuff done so thats good. So kelci is at music and motion camp n courtney went with elyse to UCF for the day so im home alone and bored! i need to do something!I want to go to the movies sometime soon. Anyone else wanna go too..call me so we can make plans! (851-4053)
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you