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this week was horrible!!!!!!! i didnt sleep or eat much at all. i had three tests (altho religion was realli easy) and like 4 assignments to hand in. plus i wrked 2 week nights aaahhh. i got sooo stressed out and didnt eat lunch all week. i also stayed up till like 1 every night doing h/w..so as u can see my life was kinda fucked. friday i had an emotional breakdown..lol joana..during physics class. i randomly just started crying... then i ran to the bathroom and just stood there bawling my eyes out for like 10 min. i honestly cldnt stop and i have no idea y. evrythin just exploded. i went back to class and saw mr. jarvis in the hallway and my eyes were all puffy so he knew somethin was wrong. he wanted me to talk about it which was realli nice but definately not an option for me caz i'd feel so weird. then he said that i cld just go walk around the school until i calmed down. i went to the cafe with andrea, lara, and kristy and just talked for a while and stuff. i think i worry too much. i was afraid that i did realli bad in physics and chem.. i got 76% on my phys test...the best mark in the class was 79%!!! aaahhh. i was proud of my mark. cept i went home and told my dad and he was like what..u only got 76% on ur phys test, i thought u were an A student..:(
then he told me i needed to wrk a lot harder...:S. how can i possibly wrk ne harder? i didnt eat or sleep all week!!!!!!!!!! what am i going to do?
neways after breaking down i actually felt a lot better. i'm still kinda upset about a few things but w/e..i'll deal with it. friday night was sooo much fun!!! me and maureene went shopping for breanna's gift!! we ended up getting her these really fuzzy socks and cosmopoltian lip gloss along with this really pretty pink scarf!! i hope she liked it. we alos gave her a lighter (maureene's idea not mine;) lol) and a necklace that i made for her. our card was really hot too!! the eiffel tower..SEXY! i drew this awesum pic of maureene on the side. i shlda takin art guys haha ya right. it was funni buying the lighter lol. we got it @ the dollar store and i was like omg maureene u really need to quit smoking and the lady gave her a weird look.
after shopping we walked to the movies and stopped to visit lara. haha lara ur wal-mart apron is sooooo sexi!!! u looked hot. we were guna buy these flavoured condoms and maureene was carrying them so i was like maureene u really gotta stop having sex..ur way too young and all these ppl looked at us haha. it wlda been funni to bring the condoms to lara's cash.
neways so went to see the forgotten at the movies!! it waz sooooo scary!! i was like hanging on to maureene for dear life. something funny happened during the previews lol. there was a movie called Closer coming out and i waz like wat the hell C-Loser pronounced loser with a c in the beginning. it was soo embarassing but so hilarious. evry1 around us started laughing and me and maureene were like practically rolling on the floor. then i accidentally licked a chip and it fell back in the bag :S poor maureene lol. she was freakin out. i had a lot of fun tho..we just talked about random things and got hyper.
i wrked saturday from 8am till 3:30. it wasnt too bad. the manager's a bitch tho.. she told the other manager that i really sucked and was lazy so i got in shit..grrrr. oh well. my job's fun at least. i've made a coupla friends..they're cool. i like talkin with this one guy mark. omg there's a gurl from keswick there who talks like a man and she went to my elementary school but i dont kno her lol. she's sooooo weird. and there's this guy from keswick and he told me this story about how his dad got arrested for selling cocaine...:S i'm scared. he also told me that he smoked pot and got drunk a lot.. y do ppl tell me these random things?!!!!!!!!
after wrking i went to breanna's party!!! i had so much fun. joana i wish u clda been there:-( we missed ya. breanna has a really nice house. i luv it. and she has her own loft!! we took tonsa pix by the lake and stuff and inside. we were pretending to be models. me and lara got this one kewl pic of us pouting..lol lara cldnt do it so i kept pinching her cheeks. and then maria lara and sarah took these weird but cool eye pix. we also watched moulin rouge..didnt like it but it was funni makin fun of it. it was really nice talkin to bre, maria, and sarah again. it reminded me of grade 8, i miss the notre damers!!
today i wrked for eight hours AGAIN!!!!!! it was fun tho caz we had no supervisors and it was like dead so we just stood around and talked and stuff. and evry1 kept eating the gelato in the back;) lol. i got really cold from filling the gelato so i was standing near the pizza oven to get warm and mark was makin fun of me..lol he thinks i have issues.
after wrk i went to sara's seventeenth birthday party. it was soooo much fun!!! i gave her a 25 dollar gift certificate for american eagle outfitters and i think she really liked it. her friends were pretty cool too altho on of her friends is so religious that its kinda freaky. she gave sara a CD of worship music for her birthday..:S aahh i was kinda scared. we went to swiss chalet for dinner. lol sara knew the waitress so we were talkin to her for a while and she said that this fat creepy guy wrote his number on the bill. lmao. she was so scared. lol, we told the waitress that it was sara's b-day and it was hilarious when the swiss chalet ppl say happy b-day. afterwards we went back to sara's and watched the movie heartbreakers..its sooo good i luv it. then we watched the last part of silence of the lambs. omg i was freaking out. i was like hanging on to sara's arm for like the whole movie. the 2 of us were covering our eyes and then opening our fingers so we cld see. i really wanna see all the hannibal movies now!! joana i'll watch them with u if u still wanna see them. or maybe for halloween we cld rent them! i think maria's guna have a halloween party at her house this year so no1 make ne plans. and evry1 make sure ur not wrking!! its guna be a blast. oh u guys we have to decide wat we're guna be for halloween!!! r we still guna be the spice gurls lol? i really want to!! it'd be fun. or if not we shld still be somethin 2getha!!!
when i got home from the party i finally got a chance to talk to my brother! i missed him so much and he's leavin 2mro and i wasnt here for the whole weekend:( we talked about evrythin thats been goin on l8ly and he gave me some boy advice and told me about when he got his 1st gf what it was like and stuff. i'm really glad that i can tt him!! he has a race on oct 30 and i'm realli thinkin of askin josh to come watch it with my family and stuff. we'll c..
well i g2g 2 bed! i'm exhausted. but i'm really glad i had a chance to write. joana i'm sad that u dont wanna write nemore but i understand.. i still luv u and i want u to kno that if u wanna talk i'll listen. i want things to be okay with me and u caz ur such a great friend and we have so much fun!! i'm sorry if u were upset about friday,, u were invited i promise, we dont have as much fun without u. lara i luved hangin with u @ breanna's party i've really missed ya!!! haha it was funny when u were like i stepped in shit!!! and in the bathroom when we cldnt stop laughing. maureene thx for letting me talk!!! i had so much fun friday and sat. andrea, luved hangin out on sat!! i've missed ya!!!!
luv u guys,
liz
xoxo
this week was horrible!!!!!!! i didnt sleep or eat much at all. i had three tests (altho religion was realli easy) and like 4 assignments to hand in. plus i wrked 2 week nights aaahhh. i got sooo stressed out and didnt eat lunch all week. i also stayed up till like 1 every night doing h/w..so as u can see my life was kinda fucked. friday i had an emotional breakdown..lol joana..during physics class. i randomly just started crying... then i ran to the bathroom and just stood there bawling my eyes out for like 10 min. i honestly cldnt stop and i have no idea y. evrythin just exploded. i went back to class and saw mr. jarvis in the hallway and my eyes were all puffy so he knew somethin was wrong. he wanted me to talk about it which was realli nice but definately not an option for me caz i'd feel so weird. then he said that i cld just go walk around the school until i calmed down. i went to the cafe with andrea, lara, and kristy and just talked for a while and stuff. i think i worry too much. i was afraid that i did realli bad in physics and chem.. i got 76% on my phys test...the best mark in the class was 79%!!! aaahhh. i was proud of my mark. cept i went home and told my dad and he was like what..u only got 76% on ur phys test, i thought u were an A student..:(
then he told me i needed to wrk a lot harder...:S. how can i possibly wrk ne harder? i didnt eat or sleep all week!!!!!!!!!! what am i going to do?
neways after breaking down i actually felt a lot better. i'm still kinda upset about a few things but w/e..i'll deal with it. friday night was sooo much fun!!! me and maureene went shopping for breanna's gift!! we ended up getting her these really fuzzy socks and cosmopoltian lip gloss along with this really pretty pink scarf!! i hope she liked it. we alos gave her a lighter (maureene's idea not mine;) lol) and a necklace that i made for her. our card was really hot too!! the eiffel tower..SEXY! i drew this awesum pic of maureene on the side. i shlda takin art guys haha ya right. it was funni buying the lighter lol. we got it @ the dollar store and i was like omg maureene u really need to quit smoking and the lady gave her a weird look.
after shopping we walked to the movies and stopped to visit lara. haha lara ur wal-mart apron is sooooo sexi!!! u looked hot. we were guna buy these flavoured condoms and maureene was carrying them so i was like maureene u really gotta stop having sex..ur way too young and all these ppl looked at us haha. it wlda been funni to bring the condoms to lara's cash.
neways so went to see the forgotten at the movies!! it waz sooooo scary!! i was like hanging on to maureene for dear life. something funny happened during the previews lol. there was a movie called Closer coming out and i waz like wat the hell C-Loser pronounced loser with a c in the beginning. it was soo embarassing but so hilarious. evry1 around us started laughing and me and maureene were like practically rolling on the floor. then i accidentally licked a chip and it fell back in the bag :S poor maureene lol. she was freakin out. i had a lot of fun tho..we just talked about random things and got hyper.
i wrked saturday from 8am till 3:30. it wasnt too bad. the manager's a bitch tho.. she told the other manager that i really sucked and was lazy so i got in shit..grrrr. oh well. my job's fun at least. i've made a coupla friends..they're cool. i like talkin with this one guy mark. omg there's a gurl from keswick there who talks like a man and she went to my elementary school but i dont kno her lol. she's sooooo weird. and there's this guy from keswick and he told me this story about how his dad got arrested for selling cocaine...:S i'm scared. he also told me that he smoked pot and got drunk a lot.. y do ppl tell me these random things?!!!!!!!!
after wrking i went to breanna's party!!! i had so much fun. joana i wish u clda been there:-( we missed ya. breanna has a really nice house. i luv it. and she has her own loft!! we took tonsa pix by the lake and stuff and inside. we were pretending to be models. me and lara got this one kewl pic of us pouting..lol lara cldnt do it so i kept pinching her cheeks. and then maria lara and sarah took these weird but cool eye pix. we also watched moulin rouge..didnt like it but it was funni makin fun of it. it was really nice talkin to bre, maria, and sarah again. it reminded me of grade 8, i miss the notre damers!!
today i wrked for eight hours AGAIN!!!!!! it was fun tho caz we had no supervisors and it was like dead so we just stood around and talked and stuff. and evry1 kept eating the gelato in the back;) lol. i got really cold from filling the gelato so i was standing near the pizza oven to get warm and mark was makin fun of me..lol he thinks i have issues.
after wrk i went to sara's seventeenth birthday party. it was soooo much fun!!! i gave her a 25 dollar gift certificate for american eagle outfitters and i think she really liked it. her friends were pretty cool too altho on of her friends is so religious that its kinda freaky. she gave sara a CD of worship music for her birthday..:S aahh i was kinda scared. we went to swiss chalet for dinner. lol sara knew the waitress so we were talkin to her for a while and she said that this fat creepy guy wrote his number on the bill. lmao. she was so scared. lol, we told the waitress that it was sara's b-day and it was hilarious when the swiss chalet ppl say happy b-day. afterwards we went back to sara's and watched the movie heartbreakers..its sooo good i luv it. then we watched the last part of silence of the lambs. omg i was freaking out. i was like hanging on to sara's arm for like the whole movie. the 2 of us were covering our eyes and then opening our fingers so we cld see. i really wanna see all the hannibal movies now!! joana i'll watch them with u if u still wanna see them. or maybe for halloween we cld rent them! i think maria's guna have a halloween party at her house this year so no1 make ne plans. and evry1 make sure ur not wrking!! its guna be a blast. oh u guys we have to decide wat we're guna be for halloween!!! r we still guna be the spice gurls lol? i really want to!! it'd be fun. or if not we shld still be somethin 2getha!!!
when i got home from the party i finally got a chance to talk to my brother! i missed him so much and he's leavin 2mro and i wasnt here for the whole weekend:( we talked about evrythin thats been goin on l8ly and he gave me some boy advice and told me about when he got his 1st gf what it was like and stuff. i'm really glad that i can tt him!! he has a race on oct 30 and i'm realli thinkin of askin josh to come watch it with my family and stuff. we'll c..
well i g2g 2 bed! i'm exhausted. but i'm really glad i had a chance to write. joana i'm sad that u dont wanna write nemore but i understand.. i still luv u and i want u to kno that if u wanna talk i'll listen. i want things to be okay with me and u caz ur such a great friend and we have so much fun!! i'm sorry if u were upset about friday,, u were invited i promise, we dont have as much fun without u. lara i luved hangin with u @ breanna's party i've really missed ya!!! haha it was funny when u were like i stepped in shit!!! and in the bathroom when we cldnt stop laughing. maureene thx for letting me talk!!! i had so much fun friday and sat. andrea, luved hangin out on sat!! i've missed ya!!!!
luv u guys,
liz
xoxo