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soooooooooooo... i still dont have a job. and i dont really know what to do about it. so i think tomorrow im going to go out to more places and fill out more applications. only question is where? lol. but i really do like how they want you to have experience but i cant get experience if no one will give me a job. life is pretty darn cool that way. so anyway. yesterday me, lindsay and katherine went to see the sisterhood of the traveling pants. it was really good, just not much like the book. but i really liked it anyway. but apparently i dont know what number i had but it wasnt lindsay's so we just went over to her house and made her come with us. but now i got the right number so its all good. i cant believe i have to take the SAT on saturday. im really nervous. and its summer who wants to take some big important test in the summer? and then on monday and tuesday we have leadership camp thingy. that should be interesting. so this morning i went skating for a really long time, it was really actually nice outside, there was a kind of cool breeze. but it really helped to be out there alone, it helped to clear my head and let me think about nothing or everything. today i thought about everything. it helped me put everything that has happened over the last two years in its right place in my head. cuz the other night i went through all the old emails, lj entries and convos i had on my computer(and trust me thats a lot) and just took a trip down memory lane. i kind of got to reminiscing and that kind of thing and wishing i had done this instead of that and what not. but when i went out skating it helped me to think about all of that and remember that it all has its place in the past and thats pretty much where it should stay. it helped me learn a lot of things about myself and my closest friends and even those who arent so close anymore, who have just kind of slipped away... and i think for these last 6 months or so i have burried myself in my school work and hid behind the past cuz i didnt want to move on and wanted things back the way they were but now im done with that and im totally set to be a senior and finish high school, move on to the things that i know are waiting for me in the future, the bigger, better and more exciting things. im sure now that if you're still reading this you're bored to tears so forgive me, lol. im done for today. more happiness and stuff later.