I hate this...
Ive done absolutly nothing today except go get a slurpy with justin in his car and that's it. Im doing this memory course thing so that i can get smarter and it will help me get better in tests and quizes espesally for exams. For that right now, i did a test that i could remember 110 numbers in the sam exact order. And i only remembered 101 so i think that's PRETTY good, and i hope that i can do better because this year im not slacking off and im just going to get good grades too. I want to look good for when i go to Wayne State University for college for music. if i get into it which i hope i do. i love playing music it makes me feel calm and everything. So that's really what i want to do.
In other news im getting my senior pictures back next tuesday which is the 2nd day of precamp and im going to have them for the night rehersal that day so if anyone wants to look at them i'll have them so yea. Hopefully they didnt turn out as bad as i thought they would so yea.
Again in other news....dont you hate it when someone you once loved that broke your heart 10 million times say to you that they will be your friend if you dont act a certain way and then you dont but they still lie to your face and not be your friend and say nothing to you, while saying to you behind your back to go F*** yourself and that they dont care about your feelings or even you died they still dont care. I do hate that, it's like my sophmore year all over again. But this time, no suicide because that's just being ignorant and disgusting. This time, im trying to make that 'person' understand how much one friendship could mean to me from them. And trust me i have lost 6 friends this summer beileve it or not, and him being my friend would me the world to me. Just being friends, if he doesnt, then he's another one of those cheap lying bastards! Like all the rest of them!
**~**Tiffany K. Parker**~**
What the hell is wrong with me? Am I that ugly am i that stupid, am i that kind of girl that has to take anti-depressent pills like my best friend? i think i am, i should talk to my mom about that....