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Real life! It's happening and I just realized I'm being a fail at the internet again. And then I feel dumb - being electronically antisocial is even more lame-o then doing it in real life. I don't like being lame-o!
I haaaven't really talked a lot about much of this season! I don't know, there are parts I've really enjoyed and then there's some stuff that's kind of thrown me out of it a little.
Anyway! I feel pretty good after the last couple episodes. As much as last week ended with them at each other's throats, I feel like it's because they CARE TOO MUCH, which is kind of exactly what I love so much. I mean, sure, they're sort of playing opposite ends of the field for the same goal, but they're doing it for EACH OTHER. Dean only agreed to be heaven's anti-apocalypse tool when he was told it would mean Sam wouldn't have to do it! Back at the end of season two when Bobby was all "The world could end!" Dean didn't give a crap because Sam wasn't in it anymore. But now he is and Dean can use saving the world as a thinly veiled excuse to save his brother instead. I like that!
Okay, and SAM. It makes me sad that people are so mean to him. So he hasn't necessarily made the best choices ever this season, but I UNDERSTAND why he made them. Kid's guilt complex is big enough to fit two of him in and revenge is sort of the family way. He couldn't find a way to save Dean, he had to stand there and watch Lilith tear him apart and send him down under, and then he wasn't even the one to pull him back out. And when Dean did come back, he wasn't able to help him with that either. What he thinks he CAN do is take Lilith out. For him and for Dean. Plus, he's got pretty much the only way to kill a demon without squashing the person it's in. That's kind of handy!
I don't know how it's going to go down tonight, but I might cry. Maybe.
I haaaven't really talked a lot about much of this season! I don't know, there are parts I've really enjoyed and then there's some stuff that's kind of thrown me out of it a little.
Anyway! I feel pretty good after the last couple episodes. As much as last week ended with them at each other's throats, I feel like it's because they CARE TOO MUCH, which is kind of exactly what I love so much. I mean, sure, they're sort of playing opposite ends of the field for the same goal, but they're doing it for EACH OTHER. Dean only agreed to be heaven's anti-apocalypse tool when he was told it would mean Sam wouldn't have to do it! Back at the end of season two when Bobby was all "The world could end!" Dean didn't give a crap because Sam wasn't in it anymore. But now he is and Dean can use saving the world as a thinly veiled excuse to save his brother instead. I like that!
Okay, and SAM. It makes me sad that people are so mean to him. So he hasn't necessarily made the best choices ever this season, but I UNDERSTAND why he made them. Kid's guilt complex is big enough to fit two of him in and revenge is sort of the family way. He couldn't find a way to save Dean, he had to stand there and watch Lilith tear him apart and send him down under, and then he wasn't even the one to pull him back out. And when Dean did come back, he wasn't able to help him with that either. What he thinks he CAN do is take Lilith out. For him and for Dean. Plus, he's got pretty much the only way to kill a demon without squashing the person it's in. That's kind of handy!
I don't know how it's going to go down tonight, but I might cry. Maybe.