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So it's 12:30 something at night and i'm sitting here for no reason really other then the fact i'm bored. Chris and every body is celebrating his birthday, and I didn't really think I was going to be invited, but it would have been fun to hang out with everyone again like the old days. Eric and got to talking about the good old times, and I kinda miss them. Oh well, I did get Chris a gift for his birthyda, I asked him if he wanted to meet up for lunch and catch up on things, we left on a pretty horrible note, and we both agreed to start fresh, it was just a simple beer mug of Stewie from Family Guy and when you tipped it he said "I will take over this world, one idiot at a time." anyways, i figured it would break the ice, but then Eric brought to my attention, uh duh, what ex's can actualy be friends after a breka up we had. lol, so now i feel like a loser for thinking it would have actually worked out. of course we'll be socialable to eachother and stuff, but i don't even know why i thought having lunch or something would be a good idea....eh...oh well. My mind and opinions will always be crazy and very out there, so this shouldn't surprise me. haha.
Robert and I had a great day today, bill paying! LOL! then we looked a stray dog my friends Chyna and Andy found, and I wanted my mom to see it so maybe she could have another pet...it's been 6 months since Chippy died, and honestly it hasn't hit me until now...I can't go back living with my mom with no dog in the house. every morning i'm going to wake up expecting to step on a tail, and it's going to break me when i wake up and finalyl come to terms with chippy being gone. I miss her so much. I wish i was living at home when she passed away. god, that poor thing....i just can't believe i wasn't there....you know? i got to see her the day before she died, she got up and wagged her tail and said hello to me kissing me but then fell, but she was waiting for me...i know she was...she wanted to say good bye before she left...and she did....and now i'm crying like an idiot b/c i can't believe how attatched you get to an animal, she was my sisiter. I grwe up with her. she was always there...when my dad left us my mom wne t and got chippy, my mom let me name her, i was 3, what else was i going to name a doggy other then my favorite snack...chips ahoy...oh god...i gotta go wipe my eyes, i can't really see the key board anymore and it's taken me like 15 mintues just to write this sentence...