Title: Marry You
Author:
flusteredmess Rating: PG
Pairing/Focus: Siwon/Donghae
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Siwon takes another swig of his beer, revels at the slow burn trailing down his throat as he chugs deeply. It’s so good that he has to close his eyes, has to lick his lips in the most sensual way possible, and has to let a sigh of satisfaction escape his lips as he passes the beer over to Donghae, who has been watching him with fervent eyes.
Donghae takes it quickly, takes a swig like he’s chugging down water, and Siwon shakes his head and snatches the bottle away. Donghae chokes back a gasp of surprise, swallowing first before whining as he tries to reach for the bottle again.
“You’ve obviously had enough.” Siwon secretly relishes at the way Donghae pouts as he finally gives up, letting his arms fall to his sides. Siwon takes another swig, and Donghae watches him with the same intensity as before.
Siwon finally finishes the whole bottle. He lies down contentedly on his back, stares up at the ceiling as he sees bright flashes at the back of his eyelids. He’s just about to close his eyes when he feels Donghae crawling towards him, then feels a hand settling on his stomach.
“Donghae.”
Donghae crawls up his body and fits himself in between Siwon’s empty spaces.
“You’re so warm…” he almost purrs as he rubs his cheek against Siwon’s chest lazily. The other man reaches down a hand and pats Donghae’s head softly. “Oh, I could stay like this forever.”
Siwon laughs sluggishly, but nods his head.
“Yeah, that would be great.”
Donghae continues to mutter incoherently, and Siwon finds himself about to doze off when the other man suddenly jumps to his feet, his eyes wide and a stupid grin plastered on his face.
“Hey-“ he says as he reaches for Siwon’s hand. He tugs him upward and pulls him close, again filling Siwon’s empty spaces. “Hey, I know how we can stay like this forever.”
“How?” Siwon tilts his head as he slurs the question out.
He watches as Donghae looks up at him with eyes so clear and bright that Siwon has to think back if they were really drunk, and a smile that seemed to make Siwon’s knees go weak.
“Let’s get married.”
Siwon only blinks, slowly nodding his head, and he thinks, maybe we're both not that drunk at all.
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Title: Please Don't Go
Author:
flusteredmess Rating: PG
Pairing/Focus: broken!Kyuhyun/Sungmin
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Sungmin knows that Kyuhyun wakes up at exactly midnight. He knows that Kyuhyun takes extra time picking out what to wear for his nightly trips. Sungmin knows that Kyuhyun leaves with a heavy heart, but comes back feeling happy and guilt-free.
And when Kyuhyun comes back and carefully shrugs out of his clothes, hiding it somewhere inconspicuous, Sungmin knows who he’s been with. It’s always the same smell; fresh leather and expensive wine and extravagance that Kyuhyun would have scoffed at back then.
Back then, when there was only Sungmin and Kyuhyun.
Sungmin knows that Kyuhyun can never turn back now. They can never go back to the same way they were, because now there’s Sungmin, Kyuhyun and someone else.
Sungmin knows that he’s way too in love with Kyuhyun to mention anything. Sungmin knows that if he were to open up the subject, everything will be over. Sungmin doesn’t want that. Will never want that.
Kyuhyun kisses the nape of his neck sometimes, and Sungmin wants to retch, because he always takes in the smell of leather and expensive wine and extravagance, but he stops himself, and instead turns around and pulls Kyuhyun into a kiss. Sungmin would always pull away with his lips pursed. He finds that Kyuhyun’s lips are too cold.
Sungmin thinks, he has to know soon.
So one night, at exactly midnight, as Kyuhyun was about to shrug out of his pajamas, Sungmin wraps his arms around Kyuhyun’s waist, pulling him back to bed from behind. Sungmin places a hand on Kyuhyun’s chest, and he feels his heart pounding harshly.
“Don’t go, Kyuhyun.” he whispers as tears finally fall down his cheeks. He takes in Kyuhyun’s scent; the smell that he loved, fresh and subtle and just Kyuhyun. “Please don’t go.”
Sungmin knows that they can never go back to the way they were.
But at least now, Kyuhyun knows as well.
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End