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ao i woke up today and actually got some shit done
well all i did is seperated whats supposed to go to the laundry and whats ready to be packed
well uhh at least its a start okay?
hah
anyways things are suprisingly looking not too bad right now.......but i dont want to leave
the thing thats looking good is the whole benny situation
he finally understands where im coming from and he calmed down a little.......which is very good
and i dont know if things will work out between us but its worth a try.....i experienced something i never have before and ill never forget him
I DONT WANT TO LEAVE I REALLY DONT
i still have a bad feeling so yeah... its hard
to leave everyone.....even if it is only 2 months.....sometimes it goes by really slow and i wanna go back really bad, i usually get lonely
i hope ill live through it
well thats all the new for now
so later
yeah
well all i did is seperated whats supposed to go to the laundry and whats ready to be packed
well uhh at least its a start okay?
hah
anyways things are suprisingly looking not too bad right now.......but i dont want to leave
the thing thats looking good is the whole benny situation
he finally understands where im coming from and he calmed down a little.......which is very good
and i dont know if things will work out between us but its worth a try.....i experienced something i never have before and ill never forget him
I DONT WANT TO LEAVE I REALLY DONT
i still have a bad feeling so yeah... its hard
to leave everyone.....even if it is only 2 months.....sometimes it goes by really slow and i wanna go back really bad, i usually get lonely
i hope ill live through it
well thats all the new for now
so later
yeah