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Things are going pretty well, I really can't complain.
But...there's always a but..
I mean I really wish I could be fully happy, because things with Tom are going so well now, but things with you guys aren't going so great.
You guys never seem to want to hang out. If you guys wanna hang out, I go out of my way to try my best to be with you guys, because you're so important to me. But I don't think you guys really return the favor.
I mean seriously, we've been planning this whole pool thing for the past week, but of course you guys don't come. Why? Did I do something bad to you? Are you sick of spending time with me? What the fuck is it?
Jesus.
And then natalia I dunno if your livejournal entry was pointed out at me, I have no idea what you really meant by it.
And if you guys have something to say to me, just say it. Knowing life I'm the one that did something wrong, because I'm always the one getting blamed.
Whatever, this is getting really fucked up. I wish you guys would be in better moods or something. I mean even if I feel like total shit, I still wanna see you, but I guess it's not the same thing for you.
Well, I'm spent.
But...there's always a but..
I mean I really wish I could be fully happy, because things with Tom are going so well now, but things with you guys aren't going so great.
You guys never seem to want to hang out. If you guys wanna hang out, I go out of my way to try my best to be with you guys, because you're so important to me. But I don't think you guys really return the favor.
I mean seriously, we've been planning this whole pool thing for the past week, but of course you guys don't come. Why? Did I do something bad to you? Are you sick of spending time with me? What the fuck is it?
Jesus.
And then natalia I dunno if your livejournal entry was pointed out at me, I have no idea what you really meant by it.
And if you guys have something to say to me, just say it. Knowing life I'm the one that did something wrong, because I'm always the one getting blamed.
Whatever, this is getting really fucked up. I wish you guys would be in better moods or something. I mean even if I feel like total shit, I still wanna see you, but I guess it's not the same thing for you.
Well, I'm spent.