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talk about an awkward moment and a personality clash........whoa
last night was weird, i pretty much had fun up to a certain point
or should i say until someone showed up
this guy is just so full of himself its sad
and very annoying, terrible terrible
but anyways yeah im dying my hair back to blonde, im not so sure i should but i think its for the best
haha
i dunno, but i definetly dont like the color i have now and i dont really wanna go dark permanently, so the safest bet is to go back blonde and thats what i plan on doing
now for the good stuff...
theres a certain boy that always succeeds in making me laugh, and everytime i see him im drawn to him even more, but im pretty sure i wont see him anytime soon and im not sure i want to, i mean dont get me wrong hes great, amazing id say. you dont find a guy like that often, with really great taste in music too. but it all seems pointless to me right now, (theres no point) haha but seriously its just retarded, if i havent like caught his eye yet and shit then its not worth it, i hate waiting i just like to get straight to the point
and if its taking him this long, then whateva, im done, i mean im not saying that he should like ask me out and shit, no no, but like get my number or screenname or something for gods sake i wont bite (well maybe...but in a good way haha)
blaah lemme make a quick change in subject haha
now that ill have A LOT of free time since im on break, i probably wont be neglecting my livejournal anymore, i know karola and natalia would be proud
but yeah ill have time but then again i wont have anything exciting to write about damn
its a lose-lose situation
aww fuck
whatever, im just not gonna care anymore
I DONT GIVE A SHIET!!!
haha
its the best way to go about everything really
im not gonna be so uptight and paranoid all the time anymore, i absolutely hate being that way, i need to chill out, relax and take life one day at a time, because i also spend way too much time thinking about the future and all and then it makes me all nervous so yeah i need to stop that
so that should probably be my new years resolution and i think its a damn good one too, so yeah thats gonna be my plan
so say something mean, make fun of me, use me, abuse me, I DONT FUCKING CARE!!!
ahh that felt good
hehe
i just want to feel at peace with my life and how things are and with all the people that i know, yep santa thats what i want for christmas, good luck with that huh? youre screwed santa haha
last night was weird, i pretty much had fun up to a certain point
or should i say until someone showed up
this guy is just so full of himself its sad
and very annoying, terrible terrible
but anyways yeah im dying my hair back to blonde, im not so sure i should but i think its for the best
haha
i dunno, but i definetly dont like the color i have now and i dont really wanna go dark permanently, so the safest bet is to go back blonde and thats what i plan on doing
now for the good stuff...
theres a certain boy that always succeeds in making me laugh, and everytime i see him im drawn to him even more, but im pretty sure i wont see him anytime soon and im not sure i want to, i mean dont get me wrong hes great, amazing id say. you dont find a guy like that often, with really great taste in music too. but it all seems pointless to me right now, (theres no point) haha but seriously its just retarded, if i havent like caught his eye yet and shit then its not worth it, i hate waiting i just like to get straight to the point
and if its taking him this long, then whateva, im done, i mean im not saying that he should like ask me out and shit, no no, but like get my number or screenname or something for gods sake i wont bite (well maybe...but in a good way haha)
blaah lemme make a quick change in subject haha
now that ill have A LOT of free time since im on break, i probably wont be neglecting my livejournal anymore, i know karola and natalia would be proud
but yeah ill have time but then again i wont have anything exciting to write about damn
its a lose-lose situation
aww fuck
whatever, im just not gonna care anymore
I DONT GIVE A SHIET!!!
haha
its the best way to go about everything really
im not gonna be so uptight and paranoid all the time anymore, i absolutely hate being that way, i need to chill out, relax and take life one day at a time, because i also spend way too much time thinking about the future and all and then it makes me all nervous so yeah i need to stop that
so that should probably be my new years resolution and i think its a damn good one too, so yeah thats gonna be my plan
so say something mean, make fun of me, use me, abuse me, I DONT FUCKING CARE!!!
ahh that felt good
hehe
i just want to feel at peace with my life and how things are and with all the people that i know, yep santa thats what i want for christmas, good luck with that huh? youre screwed santa haha