finally, right?
I'm going to update because it seems like I haven't in a long ass time.
Well my life is shitty, as always.
School is being such a bitch, it's hard to handle everything sometimes, there's so many homework assignments, projects, deadlines and so on, it's insane.
I still have feelings for this one guy I used to go out with, and the worst thing is I can't do anything about it, it's pretty frustrating.
I don't even know why I'm even thinking about him, it's been over for so long, I definetly shouldn't be feeling this way anymore. I'm so stupid sometimes, honestly, it's terrible.
I wish I could just get on a plane, right now, and fly away to poland. God, things would be so much better. There's people there that actually care about me and give a shit. I miss them all so much it's hard to comprehend.
You know i wish everything would be okay, for once.
I also feel bad because karola's having a lot of serious problems herself and I wish I could help, at least a little, but I'm completely helpless. There's nothing I can do.
I'm trying to look for a job, but that isn't working out much either. I doubt any place will want to hire me, I have no prior experience or anything.
This week I have a late start, advisory day, half day, no school and a full day. It should be a blow off week right? No. Because of course I have an english project due monday, and I didn't even start and I don't plan on startin it till later tonight. And I also have to present this project in front of the whole class which makes it even worse ahh I hate doing presentations, I get unbelievably nervous and always fuck up. And then in physics we're gonna be building bridges from spaghetti?? yeah what the hell??
I want summer back!!!!!!!
And I want someone, I need someone, it'd be so nice. I kinda miss being in a relationship. But I think I'm gonna have to deal with a lot of shit and get everything in order before I could have a normal relationship.
wow I'm just rambling on here.
I'll stop
and farewell
I'll update as soon as I get the chance.
Well my life is shitty, as always.
School is being such a bitch, it's hard to handle everything sometimes, there's so many homework assignments, projects, deadlines and so on, it's insane.
I still have feelings for this one guy I used to go out with, and the worst thing is I can't do anything about it, it's pretty frustrating.
I don't even know why I'm even thinking about him, it's been over for so long, I definetly shouldn't be feeling this way anymore. I'm so stupid sometimes, honestly, it's terrible.
I wish I could just get on a plane, right now, and fly away to poland. God, things would be so much better. There's people there that actually care about me and give a shit. I miss them all so much it's hard to comprehend.
You know i wish everything would be okay, for once.
I also feel bad because karola's having a lot of serious problems herself and I wish I could help, at least a little, but I'm completely helpless. There's nothing I can do.
I'm trying to look for a job, but that isn't working out much either. I doubt any place will want to hire me, I have no prior experience or anything.
This week I have a late start, advisory day, half day, no school and a full day. It should be a blow off week right? No. Because of course I have an english project due monday, and I didn't even start and I don't plan on startin it till later tonight. And I also have to present this project in front of the whole class which makes it even worse ahh I hate doing presentations, I get unbelievably nervous and always fuck up. And then in physics we're gonna be building bridges from spaghetti?? yeah what the hell??
I want summer back!!!!!!!
And I want someone, I need someone, it'd be so nice. I kinda miss being in a relationship. But I think I'm gonna have to deal with a lot of shit and get everything in order before I could have a normal relationship.
wow I'm just rambling on here.
I'll stop
and farewell
I'll update as soon as I get the chance.