Jun 08, 2008 13:19
its been a really long while since i last wrote here.
too much has taken over my life, i no longer hold my very own grip.
things came too fast and left too quickly in a flash,
my heart's hurting yet youre just all about your very self.
maybe right from the beginning, i should have realised
this year wasnt the right one to start anything at all.
now all i have to do is to brave through the next two weeks,
and everything's gonna be real alright.
way too much events to attend, one after another, neverending,
but probably thats my starting point to meet this world.
dreams are for dreaming if im just gonna sit back and do nothing
living in a fairytaleland's not gonna be getting me anywhere
im pushing myself to the maximum extreme, for i wanna be where i can be,
someday.
right now, the smallest hope i even have,
is to wish that you could just appreciate the things ive been doing for you,
coming back one day to tell me how much it means,
while i walk away, with my heart bleeding.
what goes around, comes around.
i should have known better, but why wasnt i living it any better.
leona lewis' better in time has been playing on nonstop repeat mode
since that very day things started to fall out between us.
now tell me what to do, cos i no longer see my directions
i left my heart with you.