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im disheartened cos my heart cant feel the beat.
to what i thought silently doing many things for you would one day melt you,
only to realise youre now gone with another soul.
but the truth is, youre nothing but an escapist and a jerkass.
it doesnt matter,
and what seem to really make the worse get worse,
just had a earth-shaking quarrel with the family,
cried my hearts out and im really drained n tired.
perhaps sleeping pills is all i need,
to save me from all the miserable thinking.
to what i thought silently doing many things for you would one day melt you,
only to realise youre now gone with another soul.
but the truth is, youre nothing but an escapist and a jerkass.
it doesnt matter,
and what seem to really make the worse get worse,
just had a earth-shaking quarrel with the family,
cried my hearts out and im really drained n tired.
perhaps sleeping pills is all i need,
to save me from all the miserable thinking.