Feb 01, 2006 15:37
ok...so it seems lately i have diverted all of my attention towards this notorious website known as "myspace"...everyday...sometimes for hours on end...talk about having a lot of free time...but i have now decided to write out a few thoughts here, seeing that there is lot more to my life than scoping out friends, posting bulletins here, or taking surveys there...seems sort of silly now to post things that happened almost two months ago, but i would still like to get it out...with that said, let's begin...
i guess i will start around december-ish...seeing that i don't recall much of the happenings of november...besides thanksgiving with both my family, as well as mike's...on that note though, i was stuffed for the whole day...moving on...the weekend before christmas, either the 16th or 17th, i was already presented with a gift...sort of a pre-engagement type of deal, or as i like to call it, a "promise ring"...and it is quite beautiful...i get most compliments on the ring for how much it sparkles...it was so cute when mike gave it to me...he seemed nervous, and said he couldn't keep such a secret [the reason he gave it to me so early]...when i opened up the jewelry box, i turned to him, and the first words out of my mouth were "you're crazy"...i turned to his friend chris who was in the room and told chris, "tell mike he's crazy"...to which chris replied, "i already did"...but eventually i came around to thanking him...a few days later we went to get it sized...i planned on wearing it around my left ring finger, and it turns out that finger is a size 4...and that is rather small...they had to send away for it to be customized...expected arrival date? march-ish...so for the last month and a half, i have been wearing the original with a ring guard...a pain in the ass, if you ask me...but nevertheless, i will not go anywhere without that ring on my finger...
i was so close to pulling my hair out around christmastime because i had absolutely no idea what to get for mike...long story short...i bought him some cologne he ran out of, curve...i also bought him a pair of puma tenners, which was an ordeal inandof itself...also, i went to his favorite store, express, and spent a gajillion dollars on some more clothes...all of this at the last minute by the way...but i was proud in the end because he was content with everything...on the receiving end, besides the ring, i got some new perfume [burberry brit]...i had asked poor mike to find something he liked and i will wear it...the poor boy said he never smelled so many perfumes and coffee beans in one day, and never will again...i don't blame him...also, mike had treated me to a day at the spa...it was an incredible experience, just a little bit lonely since he wasn't there, or i didn't have a friend to go with...i had to get completely naked...o happy day...i was treated to a full body Swedish massage...i mean, we're talking from scalp, to butt, to toes...i was so relaxed at this point and it was only about 11 o'clock in the morning...then i got a facial which was refreshing...they treated me to some lunch...a nice chicken salad sammich with some delectable fruits...finally i received my manicure and pedicure...and this was intense...absolutely nothing could compare...not even the asian ladies...after my day at the spa was over, i walked away feeling relaxed, refreshed, and smelling like a mix of green tea and a hershey chocolate bar [they had used some green tea scented paste to massage me with, and some chocolate oil was used on my hands and feet]...
new years wasn't anything fascinating...mike and i went up to pennsylvania where his friend dave lives...i had to work on new year's eve, and by the time i was finished showering and getting ready, we called dave and he didn't seem in the mood to go out partying...so we drove up there and just chilled at dave's house with his wife and newborn baby girl...the cutest thing ever...we all drank some...jack&cokes, shots of some really old bourbon, mudslides, and i think that was it...we were all tipsy by about 9, and pretty much gone by 11...totally missed the countdown....oh well...not a great loss anyway...
well, those are pretty much the big events of the last couple of months...now as of late, things have been looking pretty good...although i have noticed that just about every monday and tuesday, i get really down in the dumps...i'm not so sure why it happens on mondays, but i know for sure that on tuesdays, it's because i know i don't get to spend the evening with mike like every other night...he has meetings to go to for his "church" [i put that in quotes because it's easier to refer to it as that...mike is a witness]...i especially feel bad this week because i am also beginning to show some signs of PMS, mood swings, which is weird because i never had that problem really until i let men, or boys, into my life...lol...i think the weather has a lot to do with my mood in general as well...i really do detest the cold...and somehow i manage to stress over everything...my muscles are so tense, it's unreal...i'm hoping the kickboxing class i'm taking this semester will relieve some of it...
oh yes...that's another thing...i thought i was just going to take a break this semester...well i changed my mind at the last minute because i figured i only need three more credits to obtain my associate's degree...so why not get it over with...so along with kickboxing, i am taking another psychology course, "learning as a journey"...it seems to be interesting...that class only meets once a week...and the instructor made it known that this is the perfect class for procrastinators...but not exactly in those words...
my love life is flourishing, and to be honest, that is all that matters to me right now...he is all that matters to me right now...if i had only him, nothing else to my name, i'd still have everything i'll ever need...he is taht important to me...
well, i am beginning to ache from sitting in this chair for so long...so i will finally put an end to this entry...if you bothered to read this..."you're crazy"...hah