{Memento} Spirals
I must apologize for my lack of socializing recently. As I said before, I had a lot on my mind, but I believe I have worked through some of it now. I must admit that part of the reason I was feeling so under the weather was because so many people have gone recently, many of them being people that I knew, or people who are dear to me knew. Most of the faces who first greeted me when I arrived are gone. I needed to take the time to remind myself that, if my theory is correct, this is the natural cycle of this world for now. If it truly is an immature world, it would not be able to hold onto its souls for very long. Though they were brought here to fill a vacuum, they left a vacuum in their own worlds, and it is to those that they return to fill their rightful place.
And yet, how odd that it chooses to return people sometimes … Not that I'm questioning it or anything. ^.^
Though I will miss all of them, the bonds between people are not so weak as to be severed by being in different worlds. I will continue to treasure them and always wish for those peoples' happiness.
During the odd events of the past weeks, I remembered some more about myself. My full name, for example: Fay D. Fluorite. As I have mentioned around, the D is a title in the country that I came from, indicating the highest-ranked Wizards in the land. Apparently I could use magic, though I cannot really remember how I did so or how to do so now. Perhaps it is something I will remember in the future. In the meantime, I believe I will do some more reading up on such things in hopes that it will jar my memory.
As for my second name, it was the name of an amulet stone in the country I came from. A stone of protection. The name was given to me by my king, Ashura-ou. It seems he was the one to raise me. An imposing yet gentle man who taught me everything I know. I would give anything to have all of the knowledge he bestowed upon me back. The thought of him brings so many conflicting feelings though. I cannot help but wonder what I have yet to remember. He was so kind to me …
As you can see, I had a lot to think over. XD
Hmm, I would write more, but I really need to be off to work at the moment. I promise to show more of my face again though. As always, I hope everyone is doing well. If you have any need of me for anything, please let me know.
Good evening!
And yet, how odd that it chooses to return people sometimes … Not that I'm questioning it or anything. ^.^
Though I will miss all of them, the bonds between people are not so weak as to be severed by being in different worlds. I will continue to treasure them and always wish for those peoples' happiness.
During the odd events of the past weeks, I remembered some more about myself. My full name, for example: Fay D. Fluorite. As I have mentioned around, the D is a title in the country that I came from, indicating the highest-ranked Wizards in the land. Apparently I could use magic, though I cannot really remember how I did so or how to do so now. Perhaps it is something I will remember in the future. In the meantime, I believe I will do some more reading up on such things in hopes that it will jar my memory.
As for my second name, it was the name of an amulet stone in the country I came from. A stone of protection. The name was given to me by my king, Ashura-ou. It seems he was the one to raise me. An imposing yet gentle man who taught me everything I know. I would give anything to have all of the knowledge he bestowed upon me back. The thought of him brings so many conflicting feelings though. I cannot help but wonder what I have yet to remember. He was so kind to me …
As you can see, I had a lot to think over. XD
Hmm, I would write more, but I really need to be off to work at the moment. I promise to show more of my face again though. As always, I hope everyone is doing well. If you have any need of me for anything, please let me know.
Good evening!