Jan 08, 2004 00:42
damn. something. went to santa fe tonight. darwin awards in the waiting. they dont charge you for every beer there. and the beers they DO charge you for are a damn dollar. so it was ohkay. tonight i realized how bitter, elitist, cynnical and selective i really am. and im ohkay with that. do i deserve to be? probably not. but who gives a fuck. ill be one of those bitter old men.
again today i couldnt translate what i wanted from my head to my hands to my ears. so disappointing. so many disappointments.
its a curse. oh well. maybe after my academic degree is over with i will. do. something. else.
but probably not.
in other news lindys redid her room. she got new carpet today. i think this was part of her xmas present. so im not too bitchy. + im happy enough with my living space as it is. mostly. (tho i could probably fill another house with all the shit i have)
gah. that was dribble. bye.