changes

[fluidelusion]

Things have really changed in my world in the last couple of weeks. I broke up with Anthony just after the new year and was working on getting used to being single. I was trying to make the decision do I stay in GA or do I move home, or even down to FL. Somehow a bit of the fog has cleared and I'm doing pretty well here. First I decided that I want to stay here in Ga, then I was asked out by this cute guy at church, next thing you know I've been swept off my feet and I'm happy as heck. He's just what I needed a strong, sweet, Catholic guy who treats me like a princess. We have seen each other every day since the first date. We met the very first time I came to Warner Robins, I couldn't help but tell him he had the most beautiful voice I had ever heard. He's 6' and a big boy so I feel tiny when we are together, :) He tells me all the time how delicate and beautiful I am *sigh* Scott is fantastic, we get along really well, we want the same things in his life, he works very hard and is very upfront and honest about things. I'm already met his mom, his dad, one of his sisters.. and we all know from my past that's what I need, not a big ball of lies and hidden family. My best friend is getting married in June, and I can't wait, we go dress shopping tonight and it makes me all doe eyed with the possibility that I may be next. I know it's quick but he has already popped off with the L word and I can see his eyes sparkle when he says it. He thinks I'm silly but when he calls from work and tells me that he's spending his day ripping apart an engine it makes me swoon. I'm used to dating men who can't even change their own oil. On our second date he looked deep in my eyes and said "You know I could be your protector, your provider, your lover, husband and the father of your children." to which I replied "I'm well aware of that" so he told me he just wanted me to hear it from him. All I can do is pray for God's will and hold tight to the love I see dance in his eyes when he holds me.

P.S. I will be getting confirmed into the Catholic Church at Easter, you are all invited down :)