i am sorry...

Dec 23, 2004 14:55


                                            why does life continue to suck?

...and not even for me, i me compared to my friends i should have smile on my face 24/7, yet, i feel really selfish, since i let my pathetic problems get to me. i wish for one day, i could take my friends' pain away, and let me deal with it, let them take a break. Why is it ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 9 2004, 14:19:03 UTC
I think there comes a point in most everyone’s life when we all feel so helpless b/c we can’t really make everything better. We get it into our heads that all we really want is to make the people around us happy. It’s not fair for *fill in the blank with a friends name* to have to go through all of this b/c they haven’t done anything wrong. And so we search and search for anything that could possibly take away the hurt and pain. But then we realize, even if we do get a smile out of them…as soon as we turn our back, that smile is going to fade. As soon as we walk out the door, their problems will come back b/c the truth is that their problems never really left. But you, for me you’re different. When you put a smile on my face it means something. And even though it may not feel like it to you, I’m sure there are several people who would say the same thing. So don’t be discouraged. It happens to the best of us…we’re often weighed down by the realization that we can’t make everyone perpetually happy. But it doesn’t make a difference…the only thing that happens when we’re weighed down by this realization is that we miss out on making our friends as happy as we can. So anyways… doubt if this really helped you feel any better but it helped me a little bit. lol…wish me luck with the nativity! *sigh* I’ll see you tomorrow! Love you sooooo much! Buh Bai!!!

*Tabi

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thatstheticket December 9 2004, 18:05:56 UTC
you are very eloquent

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