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I feel like shit shit shit. My life is going around in circles. Circles that make my stomach hurt and my brain ache. I disgust myself everyday. I promise myself that tomorrow will be different, I can fix everything. It will all be ok. But it never is in the end. I've lost control and I don't know what to do. I can feel the sickness and shame on every part of my body. I wish I could be normal. I wish I could open up more and explain myself better. I wish I was someone else.