This is too much to handle.
I know I haven't updated in a while. I just am too busy, and no one seems to care. I just do this for myself.
It feels like as soon as I've accepted everything with Ben....something else goes wrong. I'm super heartbroken. It's unbearable. Yesterday felt like the end of the world.
I don't even know what to type.
I just wish I could bring Andrew back....I wish everything would go back to normal. We're too young to watch our friends die.
I'm so scared....everyone's getting hurt really bad or coming close to death, or dying. What's going to happen next. I just can't think about it.
It feels like as soon as I've accepted everything with Ben....something else goes wrong. I'm super heartbroken. It's unbearable. Yesterday felt like the end of the world.
I don't even know what to type.
I just wish I could bring Andrew back....I wish everything would go back to normal. We're too young to watch our friends die.
I'm so scared....everyone's getting hurt really bad or coming close to death, or dying. What's going to happen next. I just can't think about it.