May 07, 2003 19:32
..I thought everyone should know... Kenny now hates me. Why? I learned that some girl from the Middle School told him things that shouldn't have been said, most likely. I know it's a Middle School girl, but I don't know what she said, and I'm sure that it shouldn't have been said, because Kenny wouldn't hate me for this...
I write Kenny letters like what? Once every month? I write em' to him when I feel it's important. =/ .. I really wanted to be his friend and he ignores me, and says he doesn't like me + shit.. Also saying things like my letters to him are annoying... Uh, like I said, I write it to him ONCE A MONTH WHEN I FEEL IT'S NECESSARY! Well anyways. On the bus I was talking about how hot Kenny was, nothing new lol. and how much I like him, and how he ignores me for no reason when I just want to be his friend knowing that nothing more is going to happen. That's what I told this Middle School Girl, nothing more. Kenny knows I think he's hot, he knows I like him a lot, he knows I want to be his friend so why was I told that his "lip was twitching" because he was "so angry" and he "hates me" and even "said it"???!
Umm, right ... Well that's all I wanted to bitch about. Because I do want to be Kenny's friend still. I don't want any friendship to die between us like it has... But he's just being difficult and will not approach me about the situation. He just sits there and nods and expects me to know when he hates me and when he doesn't. UGH, Male PMS. Like I told Kenny, Male PMS is the worst. I wish Kenny would just stand up to me and talk to me. It's not like I'm gonna kick his ass for anything he says. I can handle the truth, I'm not a little girl. I'm not gonna run off crying just because he told me something I didn't want to hear. I know he doesn't like me, I know he hates me, but what I want is his friendship and that's it. Whatever this Middle School Girl said is most likely bull shit because like I said, Kenny knows I think he's hot + shit like that, so why does he hate me? This wouldn't be a surprise to him for him to learn I still like him and think he's hot. My God.
Can guys ever fucking tell me in person without talking behind my back!?!? I CAN HANDLE THE FUCKING TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!