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I broke up with Sebastian last week. If you hear things different, they're lies.. I tried to get back together with him, but obviously no such luck. I don't want to speak to him anymore. I want my shit back too. Don't think I'm a taker backer either, I just want my Cheezer thingee back. >=o. Basically the shit has hit the fan, and all he wanted was a sexual thing, and I don't do that! Well I feel he wanted that... and Sorry if I have higher standards than other people do. I just don't feel like having sex until I find the right person, okay?
I was hysterical crying last night, and trying not to wake up my older sister, but my crying had woken her up.. She and I talked and I fell asleep at 3:45 AM. I woke up at 2:10 this afternoon to my older sister asking me if I wanted to go outside and shit. Interesting. We stopped by my dad's work and dad's like "What's the matter? You look like you just woke up!" and I was like "I did..." and he looked at the clock and it was like 2:25 or 2:30ish, and he's like "damn." and shit. Meh. But I'm not too upset about it now, because I say: I have a million dream lovers, alright. I have a broken heart for every light on Broadway... One goes out, I just screw another one back in.... Hello.... Goodbye! <3...
On another note, I thought Tyler resurrected today. I saw his brother, Troy, who looks just like him, and his hair was bleached blonde like Tyler's was... A Lot of people bleached their hair in fact... Michelle was like "What's up with the bleached hair? Is it becoming a new trend or because of Tyler?" and I was like "it's most likely for an 'In Loving Memory' thing for Tyler.." They all bleached their hair.. and it was interesting.
On a funnier note, I'm scarred for life because I played basketball with Aud + Mich on my team and we played against Bob + Big Bran-dohn... They won of course, then we played "Midget Basketball" which is basically on your knees and when Big Bran-dohn went on his knees I was like "Oh baby! I Love when you get on your knees, Big Bran-dohn!" and I tackled him lol. But I'm scarred because when we played Midget BBall Big Bran-dohn said he can see everything down my shirt [because i was wearing a v neck top]... and I was like "GAH! x.o;;"
Michelle has it recorded on her digi cam.. when I feel like it, I will upload the movie and hand out the URL for all. There's no sound though. x.o; lol..
I was hysterical crying last night, and trying not to wake up my older sister, but my crying had woken her up.. She and I talked and I fell asleep at 3:45 AM. I woke up at 2:10 this afternoon to my older sister asking me if I wanted to go outside and shit. Interesting. We stopped by my dad's work and dad's like "What's the matter? You look like you just woke up!" and I was like "I did..." and he looked at the clock and it was like 2:25 or 2:30ish, and he's like "damn." and shit. Meh. But I'm not too upset about it now, because I say: I have a million dream lovers, alright. I have a broken heart for every light on Broadway... One goes out, I just screw another one back in.... Hello.... Goodbye! <3...
On another note, I thought Tyler resurrected today. I saw his brother, Troy, who looks just like him, and his hair was bleached blonde like Tyler's was... A Lot of people bleached their hair in fact... Michelle was like "What's up with the bleached hair? Is it becoming a new trend or because of Tyler?" and I was like "it's most likely for an 'In Loving Memory' thing for Tyler.." They all bleached their hair.. and it was interesting.
On a funnier note, I'm scarred for life because I played basketball with Aud + Mich on my team and we played against Bob + Big Bran-dohn... They won of course, then we played "Midget Basketball" which is basically on your knees and when Big Bran-dohn went on his knees I was like "Oh baby! I Love when you get on your knees, Big Bran-dohn!" and I tackled him lol. But I'm scarred because when we played Midget BBall Big Bran-dohn said he can see everything down my shirt [because i was wearing a v neck top]... and I was like "GAH! x.o;;"
Michelle has it recorded on her digi cam.. when I feel like it, I will upload the movie and hand out the URL for all. There's no sound though. x.o; lol..