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Life is tough when you can't catch a break. Can't get a fucking job no matter where I apply. No job = no money = no moving back to Eugene = staying here in Hellhole, Indiana with my girlfriend's mother, WHO I'm CONVINCED is the fucking Devil. She calls a 5 year old and a year and a half old "assholes" she hits the dogs on the head when they go in rooms they aren't supposed to, then chases them and gets angry because they left the room. She is absolutely ungrateful for anything that I do for her, and actually tells me that I fuck up everything I do, and can't do anything right. I took a lot of it, then once got pissed and just went into my room. She then wanted "to have a talk" with me, and told me it was not okay for me to be mad at her. What in the blue fuck? I'm not allowed to FEEL a certain way? Hell no, kiss my ass, you stupid ugly mental bitch. If I fuck everything up, do it your fucking self.
And what really gets me is that Violet doesn't understand why she gets to me so much. I feel bad for her, I mean, she had to grow up with her. This stupid bitch also has to butt into everything we do. If I'm making a damn bowl of cereal she comes in to watch and sits there until I'm done. I'm sick of it.
I might come back without Violet, and roof with my dad, and then fly her out here. I don't want to be away from her though. I don't know.
Fuck life.
And what really gets me is that Violet doesn't understand why she gets to me so much. I feel bad for her, I mean, she had to grow up with her. This stupid bitch also has to butt into everything we do. If I'm making a damn bowl of cereal she comes in to watch and sits there until I'm done. I'm sick of it.
I might come back without Violet, and roof with my dad, and then fly her out here. I don't want to be away from her though. I don't know.
Fuck life.