Emotions
Understanding myself is the hardest thing I have ever had to endure. I cannot start to understand why I am so emotional. Or way events make such an impact on my life. Why I let thing hurt me emotionally everysingle time. I am so emotionally drained that i cannot even function.
I just want to be my normal self again. I know that I should resolve issues and try to make things work again. But I just cannot bring myself to do it. I just want to forget it all and I cannot. Every single day I am constantly reminded that I am being nice to a person that I do not wnat to deal with. Ohh I cannot handel it. I just want things to fit again.
School is going down hill and fast. I cannot get any of my work done because I am in an emotional turmoil and I justcannot focus at all. i try really I do but then I start thinking about other things and the informatoing is not sticking.
Family is stupid.
Life
I just want to be my normal self again. I know that I should resolve issues and try to make things work again. But I just cannot bring myself to do it. I just want to forget it all and I cannot. Every single day I am constantly reminded that I am being nice to a person that I do not wnat to deal with. Ohh I cannot handel it. I just want things to fit again.
School is going down hill and fast. I cannot get any of my work done because I am in an emotional turmoil and I justcannot focus at all. i try really I do but then I start thinking about other things and the informatoing is not sticking.
Family is stupid.
Life