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Zacks grandmother told me that the other night when I was not here that he could not go to sleep. She thinks it is because I was not with him. I know that I could not sleep without him.
The new job is ok. I just did not like having to stand there all day even when there was nobody there. I have to go to work at 3 today. I just want something to do. I am at Zacks house all alone. I am washing his clothes. He is going to have a cow when he gets home I just know it. But they are going to be all folded up and everything. I cannot wait for him to come home and see it. I just wish I could be here to see his face. For some reason I want to clean everything. I just want to do it. I should clean otu my car and everything but i do not want to. I want to clean his room and make things pertty. I love him so much.
I am going insane. i am afraid I will not do good and my job and people will talk about me like they are doing Micheal right now. I just wnat things to be good. Today I am actually working with the manager of the store and I just do not know what to do. I am afraid I will mess up. Yesterday with Ms marsha was not that bad. She was really nice and did not mind coming up there and helping me. She even said that I was doing a really good job. The only think I cannot get right is the checks. I just do not know why crazy things are always printing out on them.
Well, tonight when I get off of work I am going to start cleaning my own room. It needs to be done. I just do not like doing it. I have to wash a billion clothes to. I guess i need to get in the habit of ironing my clothes and stuff like that. This new job is anoying in that aspect. I mean I have to look perfect every single day.