Jul 01, 2006 09:37
Today Zack and I are going to Kendalls mom's wedding. It is at like 6 or 7 and well Zack is sleeping and I am wide awake. I hope he sleeps well. I want to sleep but I cannot keep still and it wakes him up. And there is too much on my mind. I just cannot think straight. Too many thoughts. Good, Bad and What ifs.
I hate work. I just cannot stand how I will work my ass off to impress the jackass DM, and then he chews me out about something I did not do. I mean. Damn. I was taking stuff off a ledge with no assistance becasue Mercedes had to run the register. And he says that recovery is the most important thing and that I should have stoped and started it. When we recieved an email saying on Truck day to only put out the softlines (toliet paper and other paper products) and then continue marking down clearace. I am sorry but if the damn truck has to wait then I know that recovery should wait to.
I hate it. I cried all day that man is such an ass. I understand that he has to find something to fuss about but the whole damn store? I mean when he walked in his first words to me was. What is this mess? Talking about the stuff i had been cleaning up off the floor all morning while running a register. I mean I was the only person in that whole store untill one oclock It was goign to be 3 but i called Michelle and told her that the dm was comming and then she got to work really fast. Yeah she really needed an oil change?? Anyways. I hate it there.
I was going to put my two weeks notice in and I think I am going to. I just cannot handel it. I know I told Michelle that I was going to wait. But I just cannot. I think i am going to tell her at the end of this week that I do not want to work there anymore and this is your notice. I just want to be happy and not sad and stressed out to the limits.
Anybody have any thoughts on if i should turn in my two weeks notice??