The Whole Story
There have been tough times lately.
Study has been stressing me, I am getting lost on occassion.
My IBS has been causing me disasters - and I had to swap tablets due to side effects eventually showing on the ones I had been using to keep the IBS under control for 2 -3 years.
Brother has been going through the mill and so has mum and dad with financial worries (not as much as some people, but still worried).
For me, I have been disappointed by people's hurtful actions towards me, and the realization that people I thought cared and were my best buddy/soulmate were in fact just out to get the best for themselves and were happy to crush me and humiliate me for fun.
This hurt for a few days, but now I am over it - there is no point crying for someone who is immature and heartless - because you have lost nothing in losing their friendship - however the hurt is still there for how they treated me at an event which I had been looking forward to for some time.
Relationships also come to an end but not love or emotional attachment.
I had to draw the line for myself and step away from someone I cared immensely for and loved.
Maybe one day we will reuinte on new terms and start afresh, better people for it, and build a more wholesome relationship.
In the meantime, I am grateful for the happy moments in my life and the people who make me smile.
Study has been stressing me, I am getting lost on occassion.
My IBS has been causing me disasters - and I had to swap tablets due to side effects eventually showing on the ones I had been using to keep the IBS under control for 2 -3 years.
Brother has been going through the mill and so has mum and dad with financial worries (not as much as some people, but still worried).
For me, I have been disappointed by people's hurtful actions towards me, and the realization that people I thought cared and were my best buddy/soulmate were in fact just out to get the best for themselves and were happy to crush me and humiliate me for fun.
This hurt for a few days, but now I am over it - there is no point crying for someone who is immature and heartless - because you have lost nothing in losing their friendship - however the hurt is still there for how they treated me at an event which I had been looking forward to for some time.
Relationships also come to an end but not love or emotional attachment.
I had to draw the line for myself and step away from someone I cared immensely for and loved.
Maybe one day we will reuinte on new terms and start afresh, better people for it, and build a more wholesome relationship.
In the meantime, I am grateful for the happy moments in my life and the people who make me smile.