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wow. im really tired and writing in this for the benefit of my younger sisters who should post here immediately so all my hard labor doesnt go to waste.
tonight was the dance party at my work and the night before was girls night with john cusack and that dude from e.r./ top gun that i cant ever remember.
got a tattoo in raleigh and ate some dank pizza. saw devandra banhart and i want him to be my second cousin really bad.
bought some sweet cheap jewelry from one of the prolific antique stores here which made me smile.
am going to new york at the last minute for five days to see some art and walk around design schools that make me swoon. god i wish i lived there right now. i may try to stay unsuccessfully.
got a new pair of glasses because the eye store wouldnt fix my old pair. assholes! i mean, i love my sweet new frames, but it cost me so much more.
have my art in a student show coming up. its really kinda lame, because it is boone, but its the first showing of my work ever and i had to price it which was exciting for me.
ive cut my hair really short and it makes me feel like a flapper. hooray for fringe! i recently read in my horoscope that i rarely make lasting friendships and i believe it to be true. i have no problem being nice to people but making true friendships is something that is rare and im very cynical of.
i have decided that "having fun" with boys is overrated. lets be friends instead but sometimes thats pointless too. being too desperate for a boyfriend is sad. thinking you might be a lesbian because you get so exasperated with the opposite sex is normal for women. well for 50% of us at least. it makes me want to read vladamir nabokov in front of a fire. and im being serious cats.
im trying to be honest without coming across sad. because im not at the moment i guess. just being me. sad, happy, loud, or quiet. youve got me in one of those moods so here goes.
wish i could visit ryan this weekend. wish dustin was not in jail. wish monet and nina would be able to visit. wish i could make my wishes come true with a wiggle of my nose. im listening to debussy and dreaming now!
p.s. hooray for lovely red trees and my blank canvases.
tonight was the dance party at my work and the night before was girls night with john cusack and that dude from e.r./ top gun that i cant ever remember.
got a tattoo in raleigh and ate some dank pizza. saw devandra banhart and i want him to be my second cousin really bad.
bought some sweet cheap jewelry from one of the prolific antique stores here which made me smile.
am going to new york at the last minute for five days to see some art and walk around design schools that make me swoon. god i wish i lived there right now. i may try to stay unsuccessfully.
got a new pair of glasses because the eye store wouldnt fix my old pair. assholes! i mean, i love my sweet new frames, but it cost me so much more.
have my art in a student show coming up. its really kinda lame, because it is boone, but its the first showing of my work ever and i had to price it which was exciting for me.
ive cut my hair really short and it makes me feel like a flapper. hooray for fringe! i recently read in my horoscope that i rarely make lasting friendships and i believe it to be true. i have no problem being nice to people but making true friendships is something that is rare and im very cynical of.
i have decided that "having fun" with boys is overrated. lets be friends instead but sometimes thats pointless too. being too desperate for a boyfriend is sad. thinking you might be a lesbian because you get so exasperated with the opposite sex is normal for women. well for 50% of us at least. it makes me want to read vladamir nabokov in front of a fire. and im being serious cats.
im trying to be honest without coming across sad. because im not at the moment i guess. just being me. sad, happy, loud, or quiet. youve got me in one of those moods so here goes.
wish i could visit ryan this weekend. wish dustin was not in jail. wish monet and nina would be able to visit. wish i could make my wishes come true with a wiggle of my nose. im listening to debussy and dreaming now!
p.s. hooray for lovely red trees and my blank canvases.