Kanye and Buffy
I'm going to see Kanye West tomorrow... woohoo.
Which means I really should be asleep by now. But as is usually the case, I'm all nervous and anxious and stuff and not sleeping as a result.
It's a crazy stupid cycle, because I get excited about an event I'm looking forward to, and then I get nervous about going, and then I get anxious about being nervous, and then I stay up far too late because I can't sleep because of the anxiety, and then I'm too tired and on edge to enjoy the thing I was looking forward to in the first place!
It's crazy but its true.
Anyway I have positive plans to over-ride that cycle tomorrow, well today now. Tiredness may rule (which won't be so cool for all the long distance driving but I'll deal same way as I do at work), but the anxiety will not... hopefully.
I'm still lookig forward to it, I'm just kinda nervous and anxious with it :)
On another note, I watched several season 7 Buffy episodes tonight, starting with 'Bring on the night' and ending with 'First date' while I was sorting some stuff out in my bedroom and I had a thoroughly good time.
I know a lot of people hate season 7, but I gotta admit I love it :)
Which means I really should be asleep by now. But as is usually the case, I'm all nervous and anxious and stuff and not sleeping as a result.
It's a crazy stupid cycle, because I get excited about an event I'm looking forward to, and then I get nervous about going, and then I get anxious about being nervous, and then I stay up far too late because I can't sleep because of the anxiety, and then I'm too tired and on edge to enjoy the thing I was looking forward to in the first place!
It's crazy but its true.
Anyway I have positive plans to over-ride that cycle tomorrow, well today now. Tiredness may rule (which won't be so cool for all the long distance driving but I'll deal same way as I do at work), but the anxiety will not... hopefully.
I'm still lookig forward to it, I'm just kinda nervous and anxious with it :)
On another note, I watched several season 7 Buffy episodes tonight, starting with 'Bring on the night' and ending with 'First date' while I was sorting some stuff out in my bedroom and I had a thoroughly good time.
I know a lot of people hate season 7, but I gotta admit I love it :)