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this is really dramatic and whingy so you cant say i didnt warn you.
i dont get life. really. not one bit. i would like to remain happy for more than just two weeks at a time. and i wish i could understand people better; and more importantly i would kill for people to be able to understand me. i have this horrible feeling of dread buliding inside of me and its making me nervous. i know my relationship is incredibly unstable and its all because of uni. suddenly ive gone from being one of his top prioties (which is where i prefer to be because then i feel loved) to one of the lower ones. and that makes me feel so very insecure. and pissed off. so there is a high possibility that im gonna dump his loser arse in the next couple of days and cry and cry and cry and cry and THEN move on. or i could be making something out of nothing so i dont know. see? did i not say that i dont get life? *sigh*
on to more important things...I WAS NEARLY KILLED BY AN ALI BABA TRUCK TODAY! ok so it just cut me off and and i braked and swore and thumped my horn... which i guess isnt that bad but you know, "nearly killed" sounds so much more exciting then "cut off". oh and finding any excuse to honk at people/cars/birds/inanimate objects is my hobby.
the end.
now to rescue my car from a distant, dusty/muddy piece of land that the uni calls a carpark.
i dont get life. really. not one bit. i would like to remain happy for more than just two weeks at a time. and i wish i could understand people better; and more importantly i would kill for people to be able to understand me. i have this horrible feeling of dread buliding inside of me and its making me nervous. i know my relationship is incredibly unstable and its all because of uni. suddenly ive gone from being one of his top prioties (which is where i prefer to be because then i feel loved) to one of the lower ones. and that makes me feel so very insecure. and pissed off. so there is a high possibility that im gonna dump his loser arse in the next couple of days and cry and cry and cry and cry and THEN move on. or i could be making something out of nothing so i dont know. see? did i not say that i dont get life? *sigh*
on to more important things...I WAS NEARLY KILLED BY AN ALI BABA TRUCK TODAY! ok so it just cut me off and and i braked and swore and thumped my horn... which i guess isnt that bad but you know, "nearly killed" sounds so much more exciting then "cut off". oh and finding any excuse to honk at people/cars/birds/inanimate objects is my hobby.
the end.
now to rescue my car from a distant, dusty/muddy piece of land that the uni calls a carpark.