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ever have a dream of a certain someone, and before the dream have no feelings for them what so ever but then after the dream have a mad crush on them? Well I did last night!
If you've seen firefly, i think thats what its called, the capiton from that show. I had a dream that we were an item and now I have a huge fat crush on him. hahahahaha.
Other than that,
Connor is getting so big. Soon he will be able to eat meats. He is starting to sleep better for me, except last night wasnt to great. But the other nights were wonderful.
Also, I'm getting promoted to first assistant so that means I can make up to 11 dollars an hour. But it will come slowly, which means hopefully I wont be there long enough to see it. Would be really nice to make 11 dollars an hour but I dont see that happing for a very long time.
Also, tomorrow is st. patties day and gonna go party it up at the bars. It shall be fun. I bought some green socks that I am going to turn into arm warmers so I wont get pinched.
My brother came home stoned the other night and I was so pissed! I told him I dont want that shit in my house and I dont want him stoned in my house. I dont want that stuff around connor. I dont want anyone on that stuff to be around connor. Or on anything for that matter.
I want to go to anchorage soon, maybe wait till Connor is actually sitting up. Want to get his pictures taken again. And just to go. I was thinking about going up monday but I dont have anyone to go with. Dustin's brother is getting back monday and then paris is leaving monday morning, and well thats about it. I need more friends.