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I hung out with Courtney yesterday. We've been trying to make it a weekly thing, kind of. We got dressed up, got some dinner at Hong Kong Tokyo and went to see Pineapple Express. Then we went back to her place and watched the Comedy Central Roast of Bob Saget. A very fun evening.
Now, I used to have a crush on Courtney. Back in high school. Then again, just about everyone who came into contact with her had one. It wasn't one of those crushes where I would pursue a relationship or anything, .. it was just one where I thought she was cute and nice and all of that. The past few years it's evolved, however, to a pure friendship. Even if she wanted to date me, which would never happen, I would turn it down, even though I do think of her as amazingly cute. I really see her as more of a little sister, now. I get that brotherly instinct when I hear about people being douchebag's to her and all.
I bring this up because I realized something last night. After hanging out with Courtney is the only time I ever really feel lonely. Whenever I hang out with my other friends, Pat, Jason, Crystal, etc, I always just return to my apartment with a smile on my face, content and happy with the night's proceedings, and then I go on my merry way with the rest of the night. But after I got home last night, I booted up KH2 (which I restarted playing), and I only played for twenty minutes or so. I felt so lonely I just went to bed and slept. It was very awkward.
Maybe she's just that cool.
Now, I used to have a crush on Courtney. Back in high school. Then again, just about everyone who came into contact with her had one. It wasn't one of those crushes where I would pursue a relationship or anything, .. it was just one where I thought she was cute and nice and all of that. The past few years it's evolved, however, to a pure friendship. Even if she wanted to date me, which would never happen, I would turn it down, even though I do think of her as amazingly cute. I really see her as more of a little sister, now. I get that brotherly instinct when I hear about people being douchebag's to her and all.
I bring this up because I realized something last night. After hanging out with Courtney is the only time I ever really feel lonely. Whenever I hang out with my other friends, Pat, Jason, Crystal, etc, I always just return to my apartment with a smile on my face, content and happy with the night's proceedings, and then I go on my merry way with the rest of the night. But after I got home last night, I booted up KH2 (which I restarted playing), and I only played for twenty minutes or so. I felt so lonely I just went to bed and slept. It was very awkward.
Maybe she's just that cool.