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halfway there and halfway to go. school that is. then after school, i dont know... as of right now, i plan to work for the summer and make some money and enjoy what little break i have. then, i can possibly do 3 things: go to seattle and do the who running a rock venue thing which has nothing to do with my degree, go to school for 2 more years and get into the radiology program and do that for the rest of my life because i can, not because its what i want to do, and finally, go home and get a job at santee cooper dealing with the water around the area and doing miscellaneous things in the lab with the samples, another thing im not sure id be happy with. and as a last resort, i might join the service and go into the intelligence with my bio/chem degree, but a last resort. then i would have a purpose of some sort, whether its good or bad, im not sure if my conscience could handle that.
on other news, if anyone cares to what im learning on the guitar at the moment, get your ears on some killswitch engage - the end of all heartache. listen to that and then you will see the incredible difficulty in that song. but its worth it cause its a great song.
i finally start work tomorrow, my shadowing days and they have me on the schedule next week for 2 days. so, i think my spring break might be cut short and im not sure if i can do the whole boat trip even though i would love to. we will see in due time.
had an interesting talk today in biochem lab as we were waiting for our isolated proteins to centrifuge for about 25 minutes. a girl in the class brought up the movie, Passion of the Christ. She was curious to see who had seen the movie and how they felt. the group i was with had made some mumble comments and i jumped in and said yes proudly. and she asked me how i felt after seeing the movie. i thought about it briefly and responded with the reply, guilty. and she looked at me and was like, wow, thats the first time i heard someone say that. and then we got into a good conversation about what everyone believes and how they feel about it in their lives. of course there was mix feelings but it was overall a positive conversation, a conversation that i least expected from the people that i was with. no offense, they are good people but they were almost excited, overjoyed and not afraid to say their beliefs and neither was i. i thought id share that with yall.
i keep being reminded to live for today. not for the past or for tomorrow but for today. and im trying so hard to do so. i dont think too much about the future at all, i never plan for things or do i make plans ahead. i usually just stick to whats going on now. as for the past, those scars and memories like to always try to bring me down and im working on that. not many people know of my past nor do many people know of your past but i tell you, the past should not be living in my life today. so, im working on handling that and letting God drive me where am at, which is today, the present. and thats right, im not driving, God is.
well, i hope everyone is doing well and keep your chins up. miss you all. much love to you.
~peace
"Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for he who loves his fellowman has fulfilled the law." Romans 13:8
on other news, if anyone cares to what im learning on the guitar at the moment, get your ears on some killswitch engage - the end of all heartache. listen to that and then you will see the incredible difficulty in that song. but its worth it cause its a great song.
i finally start work tomorrow, my shadowing days and they have me on the schedule next week for 2 days. so, i think my spring break might be cut short and im not sure if i can do the whole boat trip even though i would love to. we will see in due time.
had an interesting talk today in biochem lab as we were waiting for our isolated proteins to centrifuge for about 25 minutes. a girl in the class brought up the movie, Passion of the Christ. She was curious to see who had seen the movie and how they felt. the group i was with had made some mumble comments and i jumped in and said yes proudly. and she asked me how i felt after seeing the movie. i thought about it briefly and responded with the reply, guilty. and she looked at me and was like, wow, thats the first time i heard someone say that. and then we got into a good conversation about what everyone believes and how they feel about it in their lives. of course there was mix feelings but it was overall a positive conversation, a conversation that i least expected from the people that i was with. no offense, they are good people but they were almost excited, overjoyed and not afraid to say their beliefs and neither was i. i thought id share that with yall.
i keep being reminded to live for today. not for the past or for tomorrow but for today. and im trying so hard to do so. i dont think too much about the future at all, i never plan for things or do i make plans ahead. i usually just stick to whats going on now. as for the past, those scars and memories like to always try to bring me down and im working on that. not many people know of my past nor do many people know of your past but i tell you, the past should not be living in my life today. so, im working on handling that and letting God drive me where am at, which is today, the present. and thats right, im not driving, God is.
well, i hope everyone is doing well and keep your chins up. miss you all. much love to you.
~peace
"Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for he who loves his fellowman has fulfilled the law." Romans 13:8