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Nov 19, 2004 09:08

well, im finally updating. whether it matters or not, im updating.

so, its come to that point in my life where i have to think about the future. i hate thinking about the future, but i must. it seems i have 3 credits left and i graduate, i graduate in may. i cant wait but what do i do from there. honestly, i dont know. ill probably head to seattle and work with my buddy there with universal records. maybe not, maybe i will continue my biology career with radiology and stick with that. or God will show me the way. i just want to do something that makes me happy, i dont care for the money, just happiness. and if its me playing my guitar at bars for the rest of my life, so be it, i would be happy.

speaking of playing my guitar in bars, that will start thrusdays at this irish bar called oreilys. me and my boys will be playing there for now on. free bar tab and 150 bucks. cant complain, i just hope we dont suck. and if yall are curious, we will be playing songs from staind, dave matthews band, oasis, pearl jam, oar, howied day, john mayer, shinedown, tom petty, alien ant farm, and many originals. and the more people we bring, the more money we get, but, i just want the free bar tab.

as for my life goes, its ok i guess. me and grace are slowly spiralling away from each other and i think soon, we will be no more. this doesnt bother me and if anyone wants to know why, they can ask me in person, its too much to say on here. i just dont believe we appreciate each other enough. secondly, she is dropping out of school and i cant be with someone who isnt going to take advantage of free knowledge. and, she only has 2 hobbies. drinking and watching tv. thats too slim for me. so, i think we will be parting soon and ill be single again, happy again.

anywho, i miss you all. i miss stu, i miss jake, i miss thom, i miss mike, i miss ryan, i miss heather, i miss jenn, i miss heather, i miss aaron, i miss everyone. i just want to go home and spend lots of time with my friends. i hope yall feel the same.

ill be home tuesday night next week, and ill leave friday night.

~peace
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